first of all , this is MY blog .
i say WHATEVER I like .
who are YOU to care so much ?
or should i say ,
who are ALL OF YOU to comment so much ?

secondly , regarding the photos i posted on TUESDAY , SEPTEMBER 12 2006 .
MAY i know what has it got to do with ALL OF YOU ?
it`s just photos that i took on that day .
does that even mean i HATE all of you ?
i didnt even put peiting or reena`s picture .
does it even mean i hate them too ?
please lar .
all this is not making any sense to me at all .
for goodness sake lar , all of us are already SIXTEEN/SEVENTEEN yrs old .
think like a sixteen/seventeen yr old teenager .
and not like a six/seven yr old kid .

thirdly , for the post i posted on THURSDAY , SEPTEMBER 21 2006 [second paragraph]
how you know im talking about all of you ?
hahaha .
all of you can read my mind arh ?
WOW .
my mum cant even do that .
but all of you can .
isnt that just wonderful ?
for goodness sake lar people .
arent you sick and tired of all THESE things ?
hate all of you ?
whatever for ?
hating you people will make me more stress .

SO , to CONCLUDE .
all the reasons/evidence you said to him .
it`s no use .
it doesnt show ANYTHING .
so wake up , and look out the window .
it`s 1 MORE WEEK to N level .
and you still wanna care about all these things ?
go concentrate on you studies first lar okay ?
i have nothing to say to TWO of that someone .
cos obviously , they have already studied .
and i have totally no rights to stop them from entering here .
but for the rest of you , please lar okay ?
it`s really time to wake up from your lala land .
im done for now .
i dont wanna hear about anything already okay .
bye .

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it`s SO infuriating lar .
okay , i didnt wanna post today . i didnt even wanna ON my computer oso .
BUT , some girls were complaining about some posts .
so i just wanna make it clear to them .
i studied just now you knowwwww .
hahahahahhahahaha . i did my english paper 1 && maths paperss . =x
whatever it is , im watching spore idol nowwww .
peiting sms-ed me and asked me whether i wanna bet which one will win .
cos , she support jonathan . and i support HADY MIRZAAAAA !
and guess whad . we`re betting on CHOCOLATESSSS !
muwahahhahas ! my favouriteee .
so , hope i`ll win larrrr .
and dont you think some people in indoor stadium is being racist ?
it`s like , supporters of hady are mostly malays .
&& supporters of jonathan are mostly chinese .
-_-
please larrr .
it`s not the raceee .
it`s the VOICEEEEEE .
LOL ! nvrm .
but pleaseeeeeeee , vote for hady mirzaaa .
call 1900 112 1902
or SMS 2 to 43657 .
anyway , during our free period in class just now .
peiting told me she prefer my short hair .
LOL !
okays , i dont know larr .
cos i miss my long hairrr >>=[
alright . that`s all for now . as i`ve said in my previous post .
i`ll be MIA for a few days till my N is over .
soooo , dont miss me . (:

okays . honestly , there`s only 8 days left for me to study .
or should i say . less than 8 days .
and i haven even started on anything .
my maths teacher gave the whole class 7 sets of maths papers .
she went through 3 sets I THINK .
and all the sets she went through .
none was done .
besties told me it`s okay .
cos whad they know , i`ll surely know .
and whad they dont know , i can teach them .
& learn at the same time .
but , this is so not me .
this is reallly so not me .
during prelims , i mug everyday .
even if it`s 2 weeks till prelims .
and now , it`s only 8 days to the freaking N lvl .
and i`ve not started on my revision .
arghhhhhhh !
i dont wanna flunk my exams .
so , im gonna do all those maths paper now .
you may think im crazy or whadsoever .
but who cares .
i have to start now , or never .
(:
this is me .
so , i think i`ll be MIA for a few days . (:
take care peeps .

is it me . or is it jus you guys .
i really dont know lar .
all i have are you people .
i asked both of you whether wanna go cwp .
but both of you rejected me .
and in the end ,
i found out both of you went .
it`s like wtf ?
i do have feelings too you know .
i found a picture that one of you edited .
only both your pictures are there .
and the caption was , sisters forever .
and bout the beach matter ,
i let it pass .
cos i know ,
there`s no point if i keep asking .
im not jealous or whad .
i jus knew all this would happen when pinghui left .
it`s very hurting you know .
one of you say im thinking too much .
haha . of cos you would say that .
cosh everyone loves you .
you nvr felt left out .
bestfriends forever .
my foot . it`s just two words w/o any meaning in it .
whad for repeat it everytime .
i drift away from them , cos you guys were forever complaining bout me not having time for both of you .
and now whad ?
both of you have no time for me when we`re tgt .
i really dont know whad to do anymore lar .
sigh .
whadever lar

nowadays , im not really in the best of mood . and i dont know why .
hahahahaha .
i wanna watch stay alive , the haunted apartment and miami vice .
but N is like 10 days away .
i got back my report book .
yes , i got back only today .
blame mrs pang for not having TIME to sign MY report book .
total percentage is 73.7% .
dhen total is 442/600 .
it`s the best marks i`ve gotten .
but im still not satisfied .
i really have high expectations for myself .
but why am i still lazing around .
whadever lar .

my darling friend is not in gd terms with her boyf now . how ?
i dont wanna see them like dhat sia .
but i cant do anything to help them .
i jus hope everything will be alright soon . (:

there`s class chalet .
how ? i wanna go .
but the peeople i dont like are going as well .
it`s all he`s fault lar .
he shud`ve discussed it with us first ,
before telling the whole class .
argh .
im so fed up .
he always make decisions w/o thinking lar .
-_-

i dont wanna care anymore .
i dont care whether you come to school .
i dont care whether youre hurt or not
all this is none of my business anymore
or shud i say , it has nvr been my business .
all the smiles were fake .
all the things you said , were oso fake .
im not gonna believe smone like you anymore
youre such an ass .

he didnt come to sch .
i called him ,
over and over and over again .
but he didnt pick up he`s phone .
a few hours ago , he called back .
we talked .
we did settle things .
it turned out fine .
but smthing made us quarrel again .
haha .
whadever lar . (:

anyway , to me larr . there`s no point hating anyone .
cos , eventually you`ll get tired hating them . right ?
so why not love them like how you did in the past ?
right right ? hahahaha .
im jus being a kuku now larrr .
11 more days to N . & i still wanna play .
how ? i dont have the study mood in me yet .
hahahaha .
i dont wanna flunk my exam leh .
i need motivation plsss . haha . =x
okays lar . that`s all for now .
bye peeopleeee .
peace ya . (:

curliezz -
hey ! welcome ya .
and im sure we`ll be close . (:
anyway , i saw your blog .
are you okay ?
i dont wanna see you sad ya .
if there`s anything troubling you .
can just sms me .
love ya ! (:

darling girl -
girl , dont care bout people like her .
she`s jus a girl who wants attention .
just ignore her okay ?
take care girl .
& study hard alright ?
love ya . (:

you came to sch .
i talked to you .
you ignored me .
you asked her to sit with you .
you talked to her .
had recess with her .
laughed with her .
after sch ,
you came looking for me .
you wanted to go home tgt ,
but i didnt want to .
since you have her ,
why did you even bother ?

sigh. quarrels quarrels quarrels . i want none of that boleh tak ? all this is driving me crazy . sigh .

sch sucks
lessons are boring
went to cwp after sch with reena
walked around bodyshop and faceshop
bought nothing
talked abit bout her problems
dhen went home .
had a rather sucky day
he didnt come to sch
we didnt talk for days
how i wish ...

didnt get to post ytd . cosh i came home late . LOL ! ytd , i went to mediacorp with ting&reena . LOL ! her mum gave us free tickets . so we went lo . watched the live show of the ultimate comedian . chinese show larr . hahahaha . it will be showing on monday . 8pm . channel 8 . hahaha . if you guys wanna watch . always look at the left side . top corner . LOL ! we`re wearing white ! . hahaha .so , it ended at 10.15pm . peiting's dad came and picked us at . he dropped me off at khatib mrt station . i crossed the over-head bridge and took a straight bus home . slept on my way back . and so i missed my stop . haha . so have to take another bus home . reached home at about 11.20pm i think . wanted to use the com . but was too tired . so when i lie on my bed . i jus went to lala land . haha . as for today , i did nothing . just went to sim lim square with mama and walked around lo . wanted to buy alot of computer stuffs de . but too bad , i have no money ! =x LOL ! mama didnt wanna buy for me . cosh she say it`s a waste of money . lol . so , okays nor . haha . dhat`s all for now larrrr . im watching da chang jin now . byes . (:

my class photo ! [formal]
didnt got the chance to take the informal one .
hahaha . =x nice right ?




















i love cuzzies ! (:
grew up tgt .





sigh...
everything is so perfect now .
im afraid ,
afraid dhat everything might be ruined in the end .
♥

woke up at 5AM THIS MORNING . bcos of srah's present . haha . you must thank me hor ! met engyi at 7am , cwp 7-11. and he was late -_- . dhen we went to meet kingsley and dhen proceed to school together . so weird right ? i know . -_- whose fault is it ? engyi ! LOL ! dhen slacked in school till the bell ring . first period was free period . so everyone was gossiping and updating each other bout whad they missed larrr . hahahah =x dhen went for PE and stufffffffs .
>>>>>fast forwarddddddddddddddd
after school , engyi , aaron and myself went to cwp and meet wah kuku . hahaha . so long since i met her . miss her damm much . dhen after meeting her . engyi and aaron left . hahahaha . so me and wah kuku went home together . we were talking about (for US to know , and for YOU to find out (: ) dhen took the same bus cosh im going to cousin's house to slaccccck . hahahaha . talked bout yada yada and promnite . told her im not going . LOL . but she`s forcing me to go . so i might consider larrr . cosh she say she`ll accompany me ! see see ! whad a good friend she is . love her to bits . hahahaha . and some of the things we talk about made me miss the pas memories larrrr . like how we use to gossip together with zhijun and smtimes with reg while shopping , or even after school . sighh . but everything is so gone larrr . the outcome was like how we predicted lar . no use missing bout it anymore . ahahahaha ! okays larrrr . i wanna go talk to cousin now . so many problems they`re having now . sigh . anyway , i wanna go eat breakfast with hussain , nel and king tmw lehh . shud i ? hahahaahaha . i`ll consider . dhat`s all for now . bye . (:

it has been a rather tiring day . the day b4 ytd , i didnt sleep at all . was rushing the graduation powerpoint slides . edited all dhat , and by than . it`s already 5 in the morning . so , just got ready larrr . went to school , and found out reena is sick . and she wont be in school . so i guess peiting will not be coming to school too . and indeed , she did not come . so saddening lar . it`s the second time i have to be all alone . had chinese lesson , was fcuking boring larrr . so talked to engkiat&friends larrr . after dhat , we had cpa . went to the lab . sat with baabu and chongwei . LOL ! they were arguing about i dont know whad . dhen i just kept laughing at their lameness . =x dhen the rest of the lessons , were damm fcuking boring too . after school , went to com lab 1 and did practically nothing larrr . was supposed to do hmw . but was too lazy . so just sat there and stare into the air . =x no larr . we on music and all . at first , there's only me , baabu , liyana & yanie . but after a while , hussain and nel came . but yanie , baabu & liyana went home . so hussain , me , nel were like making prank calls lar . to be exact , it was only hussain making those calls . using MY PHONE . -_- he acted as my father , MR HUBERT KOH . besties were all kinda scared larrr . and they really thought it was my dad . LOL ! sry ya . dhen went home with hussain , nel , anuar & kamarul . LOL ! enjoyable day larr .

as for today , i didnt have to go to school so early . so i went to my cousin`s house to slack . haha . king asked me whether i wanna meet them[himself , hussain & nel] for breakfast . but i dont want larrr . like abit weird . haha . after dhat , i went to school . reached at bout 8.30 . dhen went up to com lab 3 to do our N lvl practical exam . honestly , the pract was very easy . hahaha . except a few who forgot to print query . the rest are quite confident . haha . so , as i was told . i sms-ed mrs angie tan and told her dhat it was easy and stuffs . hahahaha . dhen after dhat , went home with mr - . he wanted to meet me cosh he didnt come to school ytd . so sweet right ? muwahahahas ! kay larr . got tons of hmw to do online . gotta go now . byes . (:















me and yanie . (:















liyana , yanie & me















yanie , baabu[robert aka bubu] & meeee

im sooooooo tired . and im going to school now . tooodles (:

woke up at 11am today . bathe and got rdy to meet ms C & mr L . reached cwp at bout 12.45 ? haha . met both of them and we went up to lvl 7 . watched the time slots for little man . and it clashed with barnyard . fyi, both of them are not excatly sixteen yet . so i had no choice but to buy barnyard too . but as you know , michelle koh will try all ways to watch little man . so i told them to just run in to the room showing little man . so we did . but 20-25 mins later , someone came . and told us to take our tickets out . this is the freaking first time i got caught . and of cosh , it will be the last . (: saving ourselves from being embarrass infront of soooo many people . 3 of us pretended we bought the wrong ticket and walked out . and being me , i just threw the tickets into the dustbin and walked away . mr L went to sunplaza and left both of us at cwp . so we went to kfc and had our lunch cum breakfast . ate until bout 2 plus , dhen we went to sunplaza . and we decided to watch singapore dream or whadever it is called lar . the show was starting at 5.10 . and we waited until 5.05 and went in . and guess whad . no one was there . suddenly , the lights went off . and the screen became red . and it`s damm fcuking scary . so we ran out of the room . we waited and waited . and finally , a couple in their mid 40s went in . and we followed too . so in the end , only four of us watched . and this will be the first time and last time i`m ever gonna watch at eng wah . went to my friend`s house until 11.15pm . dhen cab-ed home . (:


i really dont know whads happening to you . didnt i tell you dhat i`ll be here no matter whad ? these few days , you have been very unhappy . and you hardly smile anymore . i dont want dhat . i need your smile . and i want your smile . please cheer up soon . (:

happy sweet sixteen birthday baobei !
althou , we`re not as close anymore .
but still , i jus wanna let you know .
i totally treasure you .
and you`ve been a great friend to me throughout these years .
thanks for everything girlfriend .
love you truckloads . (:
*hugs* <3






sighh.. someone is feeling down . and i dont know whad to do . when i felt like crying , and needed someone . he was there . but now , i did nothing to help him . i feel so useless lar . hope you`ll be better . whadever happens , happens for a reason . dont think bout the negative way , look on the brighter side of it . whadever it is . i wanna see your smile tmw kay ? (: good nights .


**shucks .
dhere's school on monday .
ms C lied to me . -_-
i hate school .
cosh , N lvl is comin .
sighh ..

went bugis with ms C today . watched the host . hahaha . nice show . and the ending is quite sad larr . hahahha . after dhat , walked around bugis junction and bugis street . and i walked up and down , and didnt know whad to buy for baobei`s birthday . so in the end , went to metro and got smth for her larrr . LOL ! i brought 100$ today . and spent 82.50$ . LOL . and i didnt buy anything for myself . except for lunch, dinner & the movie ticket lar . =x ya , dhat is how i spent my money always . LOL . haha . i think mama is gonna scold me man . anyhow , we went to ajisan and had our dinner . cost me 14.70$ . the quality of the food totally sucks . LOL ! i saw a few tops dhat are okay . but am too lazy to try it . LOL ! and i saw a bag as well . but too lazy to spend my money . haha . so after dhat , ms C went to meet her so-called BOYFRIEND (: . see larrrr , she wants her BOYFRIEND , dont want her GIRLFRIEND . BIASED ! LOL ! i haven wrap baobei`s present . and dhat stupid mr L haven reply me . -_- ass ! kay larrr . gotta go now . byees . (:

i have a reason for the post im posting now . i found out somthing . i dont know why am i feeling so sourish now . i found out A&S were tgt on 16 march . sixteen . i fell in love with him on the 16 of january . i dont know whads going on in me . when i found out , my tears jus came rolling down . whad excatly has gotten into me ? i have no idea . i really dont . you guys may think , so whad ? it`s jus a date . but , you have no idea how important dhat date is to me . sigh . but all dhat is in the past lar . im moving on already . so why bother bout all this stuffs right ? hahahahahahahahahahahaha .

went out jus now .
slacked at white sands de mac .
didnt talk at all , and i dont know why .
so i just went off .
dont know whads happening .
sigh..
dont wanna talk bout it anymore . (:

im going shopping with ms C tomorrrow . agrhhh . finallly . hahahhaa . it has been a long time since we went shopping tgt larrrr . and im gonna buy present for baobei tomorrow . whad shud i buy ? bra ? g-string ? muwahahahas . kay larr . someone is calling me now . gtg . bye . (:

should i rebond my hair ? LOL ! my hair is all queshy-wishy-mishy . LOL ! kay larrr , im talking rubbish now . but i really am thinking of going to rebond agn lar . i wanna go out tomorrow . i wanna go shopping . nono . i wanna go on a eating spree . muwahahahahas ! im watching my lovely samsoon now . but , it`s on channel U de larrr . hahahha . cannot watch too much larr . must concentrate on N lvl . sighh .. time flies larrr . 4 yrs has past . and im graduating soon . arghh . this is so not me AGN larrrr . this morning , 2 gundu's called me and ask me go play pool . and i was still sleeping . and of cosh i rejected them . hahaha . i miss him . we didnt talk for almost 1 day le . i miss his voice too . muwahahahas ! okay larrr . im so hungry now . dhat's all for now larrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr . bye . (:

yay ! i jus finish watching my lovely samsoon againnnn . its the fifth time already . i know im crazy . but i dont give a damm bout it . it`s super uber nice you know ? for those who jus think dhat it`s just another korean show . youre wrong . cosh it`s really very very nice . catch it before you regret it . (:




















click on the pic for larger view . (:















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dhat`s bout it for today . good night boy . (:

*updated ,
okay . i jus realise vivienTEY's blog oso have some pics . hahahahha ! so shuaiiiii ! wanna see more go her blog . (: CLICKHERE

today is yet another day for me to go back to school . reached school at 9.45 with besties . ahh , i jus love them lar . (: dhen went to 4/6 and have our chinese listening compre . haha . besties are so close to each other . so su-weeeet . =x nelson is sitting next to me . kingsley is sitting infront of me . peiting is sitting next to kingsley . benjamin is sitting next to peiting . aaron is infront of benjamin . ya , so we are so damm close to each other . ohya , reena&engyi is at the back of the class sitting beside each other . and dhat is jus so sweet too . =x hahahaha ! so after listening , we went home . on our way back . we checked answers with each other . and i know how much i got larrrr . hahaha . 18/20 . cosh it was so damm easy . and most of them got full marks ! happy for them larrr . so now , it`s the holidays already . and i wannnnna go out . oh , 4 more days to baobei`s birthday . (: i totally have no idea whad to buy for her . sighh.. and baobei ! im so so sry . i aint going for prom . really hope youre reading this now . im very sry . and yes i rmb our promise . we promised to buy the stuffs tgt . we promised to do our hair tgt . we promised to do our nails tgt too ! but now , im not going . im realy very very sry . it`s not dhat i dont have the money to go . it`s only $85 . i have the money . but only 5 people in my class are going . and those five are boys . none of the girls are going . and how can i go alone right ? hope you understand . (: i owe you one kay . take care girl . love ya lots . &amp; & i totally miss the times when we were tgt with zj and reg too . how i miss those days . sigh . i really miss all three of you . i nvr regretted spending time with all of you . if only all these didnt end so fast for me . haha . okay , this is so not me . arghh . nvrm . so , ya . bye (:

im so fed-up with some people . BUT , they are NOT spoiling my mood . hahahaha ! anyway , i didnt sleep the whole night larr ! regretted not sleeping . sighh.. went to school and had my chinese paper . and for goodness sake , MICHELLE KOH doesnt know she`s gonna take the chinese paper TODAY . all along she thot she's gonna take the listening compre TODAY !!!!! arghhh . nvrm . after the paper , it's about 8.30 only . so went to my friend's house and slacked till 12 plus . went to school , walked up and down . dhen settled at the canteen and gossip ! =x after dhat , went to 4/2 and have my english listening compre . and guess whad . during the listening compre . I FCUKING SLEPT ! WTF ? YEAH , IM SO ANGRY WITH MYSELF . IT`S NOT PRELIM AND IT`S NOT COMMON TEST . IT`S THE FCUKING N LVL LISTENING COMPRE . AND I SLEPT . WHAD THE FCUK !!!!!!!! but whads done is done . sighh .. after the whole thing , was feeling rather moody . dhen someone came and said he miss me . and those words jus make my day . (: and he yada yada yada . for me to know and for you to find out . (: he`s so sweet lar . i so love him . boy , you better come to school often . and pls study hard kay . (: miss you so so much larrr . alright larrr . gonna end here now . bye people . (:

okay . i didnt post ytd cos i was watching my lovely samsoon . hahahaha . i watched finish the whole thing at 5.30 in the morning . hahahhaha . and i woke up at 5pm jus now . whad a pig larrr . =x anyway , i had fun ytd i guess ? hahhahaha . ytd , i woke up at 8.30am . and i knew i`ll be late cosh im meeting peiting&reena plus king&gang at civil library at 9.30. so asked mummy to drive me to khatib mrt dhen take mrt to woodlands . but guess whad ? i reached there on time . but peiting & reena woke up at 9.30 . like wth . but the guys are there already lar . still , i waited for the girls . cos it`s like so weird to be with the guys all alone lar . okay . so they reached at 10.15 . went to mac and had our breakfast . dhen proceeded to the library . as you know , only 4 to a table . so we thought the guys would be clever enough to book 2 tables . but to our surprised , they didnt . so we were like , where are we gonna sit . dhen they say on the floor . wtf ? -_- so we just walked away lar . we were so bored cos it`s 11plus only . so we went to partyworld . came out at 2pm and went to peiting's house to watch tokyo drift . it`s so so nice ! 5 stars ! =x hahahaha . after dhat , we did our maths revision and all lar . dhen i went home . with reena of cos . haha . so , dhat`s how i spend my whole day lar . it`s practically a boring post . but , it`s an enjoyable day with besties . (: anyway , tmw is the start of my N lvl listening compre for both chinese&english . haha . whadever lar . hope i wont fall a slp during the compre . haha . gd luck to me and all those taking it . (: