well..
tomorrow is sorta like the last day of school.
we're not officially graduating yet.
but i am really gonna miss every single one of you. :(
i may not write some of your names down below.
but i do love all my classmates.
i do hate the drama shits & stuff.
but all of you makes me happy & are a part of me already. :(
it may be only a 1year course or even a 7months course to some.
but we're all deeply attached to one another.
DMCD1/2 0950A rocks my socks! \m/
all of you rock ttm!
xoxo. ♥


DMCD1/2 0950A girls (some)

siti - first friend xinyi & i made in mdis. actually i wasnt even close to you. you were closer to xy. i seldom go for breaks with you. seldom talk to you. seldom text you. xy was kinda like the middle person for us. i think.. it was the pool party that made us closer if im not wrong. but we made you mad before. & im still sorry about it after so long. you're like a small lil sister i always wanted to have. so it really hurts when you're upset or unhappy. smile for the sake of smiling cos like i always say, tomorrow will always be a better day. :) thank you for caring, for nagging, for almost everything you've done. you would always call/msn/text me just to make sure im fine. thank you. i love chew the way you are. dont change for others. if you do, you're no longer siti. lastly, thank you for being sucha great friend. thank you for standing by me. & trust me, this friendship will go on for many many many years. many loves! xoxo. ♥

minwei - always thought you were fierce & unfriendly. haha. first impression of you to me & xy. hilarious how close we can be. i still rmb we exchanged number in the train. hahaha. while typing this, so many memories suddenly came into my mind. when i cried, you were there. when i felt everything collapsed, you were there. when i felt lonely, you were there. when i got left out, you were there. when you saw people bullying me, you were there. you listened to me whine, rant, bitch, complain. you never thought i was annoying or irritating whenever i had problems. you just listened attentively & advise me on stuff. thank you weiwei. :) rmb what i told you?  一辈子的朋友 (friends for life). & i really do mean it. :) OH! & thank God you stopped talking about dying. & & please stop looking at handsome guys. hahahaha. i love chew plenty weiwei. thank you for being a true friend. i know you care for me a lot. but im always stubborn & dont tend to listen to you. sorry weiwei. anyway, like i said before. i like how you say 3 of us(siti, you & i) wouldnt keep things from each other. xoxo. ♥

carinna - thank you for always understanding when i dont wanna talk about some things. thank you for your calls & texts when im feeling upset. thank you for getting me the schedule book, spongebob file, the true-friendship pin & the key chain. it was very very sweet of you. really. i may not be as nice to you as i treat others, but you know you're still my goodfriend. :) always will be. me love chew! xoxo. ♥

shikin - baby, i miss going to the airport with you! i miss being silly with you. i miss laughing at random things with you. i miss bitching/gossiping with you! i miss doing almost everything with you! dip is ending already. but i will still love you plenty. please ask your baby, which is ME out on dates often. okay. i know you have been doing that a lot. but i kept rejecting you. im sorry baby. you should know i love chew a lot right? :) know what? dreamcatchers are as beautiful as you! :) im serious! baby, just rmb i'll still be here like last time. can always share your problems with me when you're unhappy or what! love chew babygirl! xoxo. ♥

velouria - my dearest velly! i love all the times spent with you. i love telling you things. i love taking the train/bus home with you. i love you laughing while rubbing your eyes. i love you giving me that "angry" face when i purposely make you or say things that are not nice. please know that i really dont mean it. i love telling you not to smoke but you never listen. i miss swimming with you. i miss taking 969 with you. i will miss you calling me amigo sanchez. i will miss everything about us kakak velly! please get married soon! i wanna go for your wedding. (i feel so thick skinned) hahaha. i love you velly! please keep in touch with me! hehe. xoxo. ♥

erna - silly, though we just got close but i wanna thank you for this friendship. :) it's always nice talking to you. laughing with you. saying silly & lame things on msn with you. though there has been a misunderstanding. but im not gonna abandon this friendship we just created. :) i know you're a nice girl. i know you care for others a lot. you put others before you. & think for them a lot. though idk what reasons you had, but it's okay. :) it's never too late for anything. it may have been a mistake. but if you're willing to change, im sure you deserve a second chance. :) & yes, me love chew many many. 11/4. xoxo. ♥

kristie - though we dont really talk much. or hang out much. but you're someone i would love to bcome good friends with. you're really nice. fun to be with. & really caring from what i observed. you tend to be emo. dont k! there should always be a reason to smile! so smile while you still can! :) thank you for letting me confide in you the other time. & thank you for giving me advices. it was really good. i want more mj sessions with you even after we grad k! dont forget me & xy cos we wont forget you! for sure! :) xoxo. ♥

jacklyn - honestly, i dont like you from the start. xy & i would always try to smile at you. but you either look away, ignore us or dont even bother. we really wondered what we did wrong. but as time goes by, my pov towards you changed. you're not as bad as i thought you were! you're really nice to be with! always making people laugh. & really admire the serious side of you. i also admire how everyone likes you in class. shows that you're a really friendly person who wouldnt mind making friends with anyone! always wanted to try hanging out with your group. but never really got the chance to. but i really enjoyed the times in class. & yes, every april fool's day i will think of you. hahaha. thank you for being wonderful. xoxo. ♥

farha - fafa. though we drift away due to some stuff. but you'll always be like an older sister to me. your words are always so encouraging, comforting & nice. i'll never forget those times. how we used to hang out. how we laugh, how we dance while hugging each other & many more things. i love chew fafa! & i'll miss you. xoxo. ♥

dhanya - we dont really talk much. but d, i gotta say you have that self-confidence i really admire a lotttt! you make me wanna be like you. you're straight forward & that's a really good thing from what i observed. :) d, thank you for being you. will definitely miss having you in class. :) xoxo. ♥

kie - ite senior! hehe. never realise it until i saw that we had mutual friends from the same ite! hahaha. you're very funny at times. very nice too! but i hardly talk to you. moreover dip is coming to an end alrdy. :( hahaha. take care & stay happy yeah! xoxo. ♥

estee & chess - always loved seeing you girls in class. cos it reminds me of what friendship really means. there were once when i was sad & you girls cared. i felt happy. chess, you're someone i really look up to. you're really beautiful. you got the brains. you got everything i would hope for. but you always seem sad/down. please always remember to look on the brighter side of life. estee(jiejie), :) hahaha. you're really really nice. i always like talking to you even though it's just a very very short conversation. thank you for being in this class. xoxo. ♥

mieza, winny, tita & gadis - though i doubt you girls will be seeing this. but i wanna let you girls know that, it has been really enjoyable being in a group with all of you. really. :) all of you are always smiling. hardly see you girls feeling down or what. & it's really good! thank God that you girls were my group members somehow. i would miss those filming days & all. & i would definitely miss you girls. xoxo. ♥

aerin - although you're no longer with our class. but i'll always remember how we always talk about random things. how we always go to school together. how we always hug & you always biting my boobs. i miss you aerin. :( you're so near yet so far. :(  xoxo. ♥

jiajia/serene - my daughter! i really miss hanging out with you! our first hang out was at the cathay! please dont make that the last one! :( you're a very nice & sweet girl. very thoughtful too. it's really nice having you in class. :) adv dip together okay! & yes, your ahbubu loves chew! xoxo. ♥

kak - kak! *smacks butt* hahaha. i remember how you would keep asking me to smack your butt! & how funny your actions are. makes people feel very happy being around you. kak, thank you for being you. stay this way! cos you bring joy to everyone! hehe. xoxo. ♥



thomas - tomato! thank you for being so nice to us. always letting us bully you & stuff. xy & i didnt dare talk to you cos you seem "fierce". but after knowing you. hahahaha. you're so far from the word "fierce". you're so so so nice. to the extend that you dont even mind people bullying you, hitting you or even pinching you. thank you tomato. :)

raj & rezzal - i rmb how both of you turned around & talked to xy, siti & i. haha. funny guys who would make the class laugh every time. both of you alwaysssss make me laugh so badly. but thank you for making us happy. raj! im gonna miss taking the train home with you. & yes,  im gonna miss you guys. hang out is a must-have! :)

jialeong - used to dislike you cos i thought you were very ah-beng. but haha. i was obviously wrong. you're as nice as tomato. but sometimes you're really like an asshole. hahahaha! mahjong session soon k! :)

shaun - shaunny! though im really not happy about you mia-ing from presentations & stuff. but oh well. since school is ending, i guess i gotta forgive you. im gonna miss signing attendance for you cos you're absent almost everyday! hahaha. take care & cheer up! :)

guan hua - huahua! haha. yes, im gonna miss signing attendance for you too! haha. study hard for exams yeah! & hope you find a girlfriend soon. hahaha. & hor, i realise your temper not very good ah. chillax ahh. hahaha. please attend school more often in future if you're gonna continue studying. :)

danial - dan aka smoking buddy, you're really awesome. awesome classmate. awesome photographer. some of your tweets are somehow inspiring at times too! haha. dont emo emo ah. :)

nigel - someone who looks happy every time but is actually not. you're very funny & very nice! a very cool classmate to have! cheer up! :)

kim hong -thank you for helping us every time when we needed help in project, works & stuff. sorry for always bullying you or purposely saying stuff to make you "jealous". but you should know we really know what you've done to help us & stuff. & we appreciate it. :)

donavan, sudarman & aloysius - 3 of you are effing cool people. haha. really! that's all i gotta say. you guys rock! \m/ :)

nicholas - from someone i hate to someone im close to then to someone i have nothing to do with. yes, i gotta admit. you were quite a good friend. many times when i was not in the mood or when im nervous about econs retest, you would always send me comforting/encouraging texts. you're a really nice friend to be honest. but some part of you just pisses me off damn badly. i gave you so many chances. one after another. but you still dont learn! very disappointed. but, thank you for being a wonderful friend when we were friends.
















































xoxo. ♥

well.
i was on the phone with weiwei just now.
& she kinda ask whether i can stop being nice to people for once or not.
(cos people are climbing over my head)

but she's not the first person to tell me this.
siti has been telling me the same ol' thing too.
haha.

here's the reason weiwei.

from sec sch till ite.
ive always been evil, unfriendly, bossy, stuck up, impatient.
i also have a very bad temper & a very bad attitude!
i was nvr nice.
lost many many many friends.
& also quarreling with close friends everytime.
didnt thought of changing myself cos i dont see the need to.
ive always thought friends should accept me for who i am!
but no, i was wrong.
very very wrong.
2years ago,
one of my friend told me my friends have been talking behind my back & pretending to like me infront of me.
but in actual fact, they dont like me at all.
i cried so hard & so badly.
so from then on,
i kinda learned my lesson alrdy.
decided to change for them.
for the better.

so now,
i dont really bother if people take adv of me.
or make use of me.
or whatever.
cos well, you can say this is karma.
& im finally learning my lesson alrdy.
hahaha.

THE END.
:D

i dont like it when friends or whoever show off how lovey dovey they are with their boyfriends.
i dont like it when suddenly their boyfriend is their everything.

cos you guys will never know how it sucks to be single.
so fuck off.
now..
im fucking pissed.

grr.

TEEHEE!
i had an awesome day with krystal & thomas!
went to school as usual.
handed in the essay.
finally im free from essaysssssssssss.
i hope!
haha.

after school, train-ed to city hall.
met krys & thom there.
walked to suntec.
buffet dinner starts at 6.30.
but we reached at 4+.
soooo, we have to wait.
haha.

kamy came to find us! <3
walked around suntec to kill time.
kamy left at 6.
so we walked back, & just nice.
it's time for buffet!
hehe.

we had so much laughters!
krys was busy camwhoring the whole time!
thom & i were bickering.
HE KEPT STEALING MY FOOD FOR IDK WHAT REASON!
what an ass!
hahaha.
we even used fake ang moh accent to talk.
hahahaha.
krystal was laughing the whole time!
glad she laughed!
:D

ate for 2 freaking hours.
full-die-me (bao shi wo).
hahahaha.
direct trans.

after eating, 3 of us went to the toilet & shit.
YESSS.
hahahahaha.
so cute, i know. :x

after shitting, we walked to esplanade to chill.
awesome view.
awesome company! <3
awesome music played by a few bands.
awesome day indeed. <3 <3

thom & i were trying to connect to wireless@SG the WHOLE TIME.
but we cantttttt!
instead krys can.
so thom & i concluded that nokia sucks big time.
hahahahahaha. :x

left at 11 & train-ed home.
heeeeeeee!
i want more gatherings like this.
with more people next time!
:D :D :D :D

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