HAPPY BIRTHDAY ENGYI!
YOU'RE FINALLY SEVENTEEEEEEN! WOOTS! :D

hoho.
sooo,
it's the last day of Year 2007.
many things happened.
i occurred many setbacks.
alot of friends came.
alot of friends go.
like exactly one year ago, i lost a great friend.
i wouldnt say we're not on talking terms now.
neither will i say we are on talking terms.
but im just glad we're still friends.
well,
i would say it's neither a bad year nor a good year.
just blessed to able to overcome many things in life.
so yup, looking forward to a brand new year.
haha.

new year resolutions.
1.spring cleaning.
2.be more filial to mum.
3.save money.
4.new school bag.
5.new pencil case.
6.black/brown liquid eyeliner.
7.school shoe.(the one i used to wear to riverside. couldnt find it at queensway anymore.)
8. chinese new year clothings.
9.2 charles and keith sandals/boots.
10. nike premium polycarbonate water bottle.
11. 2 ripcurl strawbags.
12.new wallet.
13.hair treatment.
14. gpa 3.5&above.
15.not to lose anymore friends.
16. trust people easily.
17.have more confidence in myself.
18. JOIN A CCA. :x

HELLO!
honestly,
i think im having gastric.
ONLY GASTRIC.
HOHO!
cos ive not been eating my meals regularly.
fyi, im not diet-ing so yea.
it's just that,
when im sleepy and tired and not in a good mood,
i dont really feel like eating.
but when i just wake up or am in a happy mood,
gosh. i can really eat.
so it's like, morning i dont eat.
lunch time i would be sleeping.
and at night around 8+, 9+ or 10+ i would wake up and eat my very first meal.
so yea.
that's the problem why i hate holidays.

my ... dad has been scaring me this few weeks.
he said i might have stomach ulcer or whatever you call it.
GOSH.
which father will ever say that to their child?
goodness.
and that is why i dont really like him.
:D

anyway,
krystal went to sleep i heard.
lol.
and she's supposed to go on her shopping trip at town.
and mymymy,
look at the time now.
hahahaha.
knowing her since day 1 of school,
i bet she's gonna sleep till late evening if no one consistently calls her handphone & house phone.
haha.
but i bet she must be hell tired.
aww.

andand,
tomorrow is results day!
all the best people.
all the best to pu0701b, kk, rena, peiting, reena, nelson, benjamin, engyi, aaron and my other ex-classmates & friends.
:D:D:D

time check- 6.27am
place- on my bed
currently on msn & webcaming with krystal.

OKAY.
IM GOING TO BATHE NOW.
AND THAN, IM HEADING TO ORCHARD FOR BREAKFAST WITH KRYSTAL TEO HUIQI!
LOl!
WE HAVENT SLEPT.
SO YEA.
WE'RE GOING FOR BREAKFAST TOGETHER!
TOOOOODLES! :D

when i was bathing just now?
i thought about alot of stuffs.
and i had in mind what im gonna blog.
but now?
it's *bam bam bam*.
totally blank.
i dont even know what im gonna write.
gosh.
i dont even know how to start.
hah.

you were nice.
nice and innocent to be exact.
everyone loved you.

but than one day,
one by one left you.
but i didnt.
until the day you bitched about me to someone.
did you know how i felt at that moment?
i felt like ending my life.
hell serious.
it's like, even my bestfriend did this to me.
they left you. but did i?
i didnt.
you were like a sister God forgot to give.
in the end, i still forgave you.
cos i know you.
cos i understood you.
you told me once.
everyone couldnt see how you're feeling.
but i could.
those words warmed my heart.

im not trying to be a drag queen or whatsoever.
everyone said how bad you were and stuffs.
but i still stick with you.

and than,
till the moment you became fake to me.
i knew.
there goes our 5years+ near to 6 years friendship.
if this friendship meant nothing to you at all.
what more could i say isn't it?
but if one day,
one day you come back.
i`ll still be as nice.
i`ll still stand by you.
still understanding you.

but than again,
would you still need me?

takecare.

Much loves,
Michelle.

edited.

hellohello!
hahahahaha.

you know.
i was going through my phone's pictures this morning.
and guess what?
i deleted a total of 142 pictures.
and all these pictures belongs to KRYSTAL TEO HUIQI.
goodness.
*shakeshead*

so christmas is kinda over already.
haha.
well, got to see someones true colours.
hoho.
right reggie?

reggie even said my brain is grown on my buttock.
):
people do change ma.
so i thought she will change.

anyway,
this is a happy post.
not a sad one.
hahahaha.
:x

so reggie is sending me some pictures of her in korea.
hahahahahaha.

ohya,
im going prawning later.
with krys, karr, mong & ant.
&& maybe meiting.
yayees!
andand, year 2008 is coming.
wooooots!

okay nah.
that's all.
hoho.
toodles. :)

*she said thank you to me!
OMG! im hell happy okay!
seriously! awwwwww! *cries* :D:D:D:D:D:D:D


so now,
presenting,
MS REGINA ANG "SHU NU".
:x

someone is tearing cos
michelle koh just died.
no idea what happened.
but she was found in a pool or
tears.

someone will be at town tomorrow night.
the whole night.
at town.
who would be nice enough to accompany her?

someone misses krystal.
she dont know why.
perhaps it's bcos krystal know the lamest jokes?
oror perhaps krystal could use her lamest jokes to cheer this someone up.
hoho.
silly someone.
fancy tearing on a day like christmas.
oh,
it is christmas.
haha.
how dumb.
toodles.















































she's not as strong as you guys think she is.
she's a girl afterall.
isn't it?
she just need a pillar of strength and support from her friends.
was it too much to ask?
im not being emotional and stuffs.
but, was i being too much?
ignoring people who cares.
cos im trying to get those who don't care to care.
yes, i was being mean, selfish.
and im being too much.
i don't wanna quarrel with friends ler.
im tired.
i just wanna be me.
perhaps i was trying too hard?
let it go Michelle.
you`ll be happier.
trust me.
trust yourself.

i miss mummy.
if only daddy didn't leave.
he would've been my pillar of support & strength.
i wouldn't have been father-less when i was born.

merry christmas to
mummy, doggy, krys, karr, meiting, kie, wellie, millie, oli, emma,
reggie, sarah, juanny, peiting, reena, king&gang, joan,
thomas, jesmond, kai&xuan, youxiang, bernard, shilin, desmond,
renapng!, smalleyefriend jenna, clarissa, anthony, david(bl),
vientey, veron, shimin, melteo,
yingping, poixin, weipin, amanda,
syila & boyf, sheera,
jacko-ann, natasha, samantha, felicia,
4/4 classmates, pu0701b classmates,
chc mates, pmc mates,
relatives, cousins, granny, myrealdad.

so like,
i spent my christmas eve at jesmond's house with karr, krys, meiting, anthony & jesmond himself.
yea.
jesmond invited alot of people.
like kai, xuan, youxiang, shilin, DESMOND!, alden, james & us.
it was fun.
with all those laughters and all.

sooo,
i slept quite late lastnight cos i was hand-making super duper uber ugly christmas cards for girlfriends+2 other friends.
hope they wouldnt hate it.
woke up at 1.30pm.
met karr at pasir ris mrt station.
went to orchard.
headed to topman to find thomas.
waited for him to had he's break cos he wanted us to wait.
so yar.
than we went to taka to have late lunch.
ate yoshi.
waited for meiting to come.
she wore hell nice.
haha.
and than, thom went off.
meiting ate her lateeeeee lunch.
than went to walk around.
meiting bought her prezzie for Joan.
and thannnn, we went to heeren.
bought present and took mrt to bishan.
met kai &gang there.
shocked to see DESMOND!
hahahaha.
we all missed him.
gosh.
hell long never see him le.
hehs.

than bought logcake.
and off to jesmond's house.
was shy at first.
but got used to it afterwards.
had lots of laughters.
haha.
and jesmond's mummy is veryveryveryvery pretty!
his daddy is handsome too of cos.
lol.

kai&gang went to orchard.
we didnt go cos karr wasnt feeling well.
she slept for a while.
while, jesmond, meiting, anthony & me played DAIDEEEEEE!
hahaha.
than krystal was practically CAMWHOR-ING the whole time.
goodness.
*shakeshead*

clock striked 12 and we wished each other merry christmas!
we even hugged each other.
hoho.
smsed alotalotalot of people.
but only a few replied. ):
haha.
wondered what was reena&peiting doing.
so called them up.
reena is at some bar at clarke quey with her boyf.
peiting didnt answer.
but reena told me she is at her boyf's house.
haha.
awwwww.
i smell love in the airrrrrrrr.
hahahaahahhaha.

than meiting cabbed home.
around 1+.
karr & i cabbed home too.
krys, jesmond & anthony went for supper.
reached home.
bathed.
ate supper.
opened presents.
watched tv.
and here i am blogging.
haha.

though when i reach home i felt a sudden loneliness.
seriously, i had no idea why.
i wanted to just walk down the road at orchard.
alone.
i wanted to see how quiet it is at night.
hahs.
but i was happy this year?
yea, i was.
hahahaha.
so yup.
thank you girlfs & guys.
:D

thank you for the presents too.
mum bought me a sandal.
thank you.
karylan bought me a vintage bag, baked cookies & bought chocolates.
thank you.
krystal bought me a tortise coin purse?, baked cookies for me & a handphone chain.
thank you.
meiting bought me a heart locket necklace from diva.
thank you.
my jiejie & bro-in-law bought me merci chocolate.
thank you.
awwwwwwwww.
muchly appreciated.

i have 5 wishes this year only i think?
everyone to have good health.
make up with her and be close agn.
try to mend the friendship with him.
have besties back in my life again.
her&her to make up.

im going out with a mysterious girl today.
HOHO.

and im going out now.
*tsktsk*
byeeeeeee! :D

seriously,
i hate guys now.
i dont know why.
but really,
guys are such asses which i really would slap or kick them in the face.
making a girl cry first than say sorry?
hur.
if you're gonna say sorry than why go make her cry in the first place?
isn't it?
i really hate this kind of guys.
gosh.

sorry girl.

just read the newspaper.
one of my friend/ex-schoolmate topped her N level.
4points.
2nd in whole of singapore please.
there was a 3pointer.
and 3 more 4 pointers.
but im still super proud of her;.
congrats Aisyah! :D

so ytd was the N level result?
zhijun was promoted.
but she isnt happy with her results.
ahjuan ah, there's still Os yar. :D

xiang dang nian/in the past,
i would not sleep the whole day cos butterflies were in my stomach.
how i went to watsons early in the morning to get hairspray cos i highlighted my hair.
and how i cabbed to reena's house than to peiting's house than to school.
how i would get a shock to see my name on screen.
how peiting & reena would yell and tell me it's on the screen.
how the other class turn around and tell me it's on the screen too.
gosh.
how i go up on stage to take the result slip and get hell disappointed in my english.
cos it shouldve been a 2 instead of a 3.
how i would nearly cry but held back my tears.
gosh.

time flies.
it's like,
*snap* and next year will be my last year in ite.

no one could understand how much i regretted staying up when i jolly well know the next day was english listening compre.
and how much i hated myself for sleeping during english listening compre.
):

it's all in the past already.
just hope i would go to poly.

sorry for the lack of updates.
but im really not interested in blogging already.
but i wouldnt leave it alone though.
hehs.


went to plaza sing with meiting.
ate ajisan.
spent $20.
went to spotlight.
steffi, froggy & their friend Rosaline came to find us.
than after awhile they went off.
andand, i spent like $35++ on card materials.
GOSH.
super heartache please. ):

than train-ed to bugis.
meiting went home.
went to look for Regina.
was looking high&low.
so finally decided to ask the people over there who are working.
than Regina, always being sucha kuku shouted my name.
LOL.
than she came over. hugged me like as though we are long lost friends.
hahahahaha.
than one of the aunty there thought what happened.
LOL.

than talked awhile.
and i went off to haji lane,
ALONE.
yes.
aloneeeeee.
LOL.
Regina told me how to go there last night.
so i just followed the instructions.
and ta-da i found it.
LOL.
saw one of the shop still open.
so popped inside.
was on the phone with karylan.
saw her bucket bag.
and it costttttttttttt
*drums roll*
one hundred and thirty dollars.
LOL!
and karylan was like, "woahhhhh. nice. hahahahahah"
than the alley was kinda dark.
so asked her to talk to me until im out of there.
walked to bugis.
went to cold storage.
bought chocolates, koko krunch, milk & hot chocolate with marshmellows.

than train-ed home.
:D

a few days ago pictures.


























































































my christmas tree at home. :D
Ahkor, my christmas tree bigger than yours.
hahahaha. :D
*im being so bad. ):*

ohya,
i miss krystal fats alot. ):
andand,
takecare kamy,
and get well soon.
meiting too. :D

hoho!
it's 4.51am now.
and i need to wake up at 10am.
LOL.
hopefully i can.
having cough & sore throat now.
hehs.
really hope i`ll recover before 23rd.
hurs.

i need to make 15 christmas cards.
need to buy gifts for friends.
gosh.
i neeeeed lots and lots of cash now.
hahahaha.

yawns.
im feeling sleepy.
ohya,
how's the blogskin?
i know it's kinda bright.
but bear with it.
hahaha.
i`ll change once christmas is over.
hehs.

ohoh,
and im back with short hair again.
COS,
my hair is kinda little.
you can see belows picture if you dont believe.
hehs.
so yea.
gotta understand.
im afraid people might think im dropping hair.
sooo, it lasted for 24days only.
sadded.
1 more week and it'll be one month.
but it's better than the previous one okay.
the previous one it only lasted for 14days.
lol.
im so gonna miss touching my long hair. ):
;X
hoho.
nights people. :D

AHFATS,
THANK YOU FOR ACCOMPANYING ME TODAY.
EVENTHOUGH YOU HAD SOMEONE ELSE THERE.
BUT, YOU STILL DIDNT LEAVE ME OUT.
I REALLY APPRECIATE IT ALOT.
YOU'VE BEEN REALLYREALLY NICE TO ME TODAY.
THANK YOU SO SO MUCH.
MUCHLY APPRECIATED.

MANY LOVES,
AHPUIEH.

*FYI: AHFATS IS KRYSTAL TEO HUIQI*

HELLO PEOPLE.

PLEASE SUPPORT MY FRIEND & HER COUSIN'S ONLINE SHOP.
the clothes are very nice.
and it's not verrrrrrrrrry expensive.
so please, do drop by.
THANK YOU.
http://weheartjunk.livejournal.com
:D

aloha!
lol.
it's freaking raining now.
if only the rain droplets can turn into snow.
hahahaha.
okay.
it was random.
i need to wake up in like 4hrs time?
and im still awake?
im going for "interview" later.
ahahaha.
at somewhere.
i dont wanna say first.
cos i might not get the job.
so yea.
and than karylan, meiting & i will go to ikea for lunch!
hoho.
i love the meatballs spag!
hell nice.
than down to orchard forrrr MANGO SALE!
HAHAHAH.
cant wait.
huhu.
meeting krystal & rachelle? there.
hehs!

alrighty.
nightynights people. :D

NUMBER 500TH POST.
hoho!
time flies.

anyway,
im feeling super sleepy.
BUT, im not tired.

i need to go shoppppping!
like seriously.
need to buy,
school bag.
ripcurl shoulder bag.
christmas dress.
red/black heels.
new wallet.
fbt shorts.
clutches.
bagpack.
school shoe.
pencil case.
laptop bag.
new year dress.
bikini.
earrings.
necklaces.

yea.
i neeeeeeeeeeed to go shoppiiiiiinnnngggggg soon!
hoho.
i neeeeeeeeeeed a job too!
):
boohoohoo.

--feel super out of place now.
dont ask why.
cos you'll never know how i feel.
you're not me.
so dont sound as if you know.
dont sound as if youre in my shoe.
somethings are better off this way i guess?
hoho. :D

nights everyone. (:

hello!

7thNov-
was at karylan's house.
stayed there for a night.
woke up.
bathed.
and got ready.
went to town.
met meiting at tanah merah.
than met jesmond at orchard.
*honestly, i forgot where we went to already*
fastforwarddddddd~
went to shaw.
found a place.
sat there.
our main purpose of going to town is to study.
BUT,
nothing can get into our head.
so, i played mong's psp.
mong played karylan's ds.
meiting played my ds.
hoho.
than karylan was doing nothing.
haha.
than krystal & anthony came.
we played mario kart on ds tgt.
haha.
hell fun.
than went to far east.
they wanted to eat.
but it was all full.
so mong, krys & anthony went to thomson road to eat?
karylan, meiting & i went home.
:D

8Nov-
woke up at 12.30pm when i was suppose to be awake at 11+.
met karylan at pasir ris.
than headed to town to meet mong.
went to cineleisure.
mong came.
we went to long john silver.
after eating,
i told them to accompany me while i wait forrrr REGINA & ZHIJUN.
haha.
yeap.
they came.
karylan & mong went off.
waited for reggie & ahjuan to finish eating.
and juany liu zhijun*nicknamed by regina* is crazy over ds.
hahaha.
went to lime's flea market.
bought a bangle for krystal.
and something for cousin.
hehs.
*sorry meiting & karr, i didnt buy anything for both of you. sorry yea.*
regina bought alot of bangles?
zhijun bought earrings.
haha.
walked to cineleisure.
saw SiongYu.
zhijun went to buy drink while regina & i were outside waiting for her.
than suddenly,
it rained heavily.
gosh.
so zhijun played my ds.
than we walked to taka.
and than to wisma.
and zhijun is still playing with my ds.
until we reach cotton on than she stopped playing.
walked to pacific plaza.
than to far east.
I SAW ALOT OF BAGS!
gosh.
i want alot of it badly. :(
oh, i tell you guys.
zhijun can really change for a longgggggg time.
hahahaha.
serious.
like if zhijun is trying onto something.
and by the time she's out.
regina & i wouldve already gone to 2-3 shops.
hahaha.
regina bought a top? & a short.
she super love that top please.
hahahaha.
zhijun & i were at another shop beside where she was.
she can take the shirt and come to the shop and shout to tell me she found the top she want.
hahahaha.
super cute lar she.
than from far east,
we walked to pacific plaza to see zhijun's shoe.
but it's closed already.
poor girl.
than went to wisma's cotton on.
zhijun bought a top.
walked around.
than walked to mrt station.
took mrt to marina bay than bounce back to city hall.
during that time.
we wereeeeeee camwhoring.
hoho.
the part i love best.
:x
after that,
went seperate ways.
zhijun& regina trained back to woodlands.
and i trained back to pasir ris.
took bus home.
reached home at 11.15pm.
hoho.
bathed.
and here i am.
hahaha.

alrighty.
pictures time. :D

Dear God,
please dont let anything happen to the one i love most.
please make the one i love most recover soon.
please make the one i love most scold me like how she use to.
dont take her away from me please.
cos she's the one i love most.
nothing must happen to her.
please.
)':
please bless her and make her well again.
thank you.
In Jesus name,
Amen.

I WENT OUT WITH MY DEAR HUANG PEITING TODAY!
hoho.
super happy.
cos i miss her alotalotalot.
haha.
wanted to go karylan's house.
but, she's going out in the evening.
so i decided not to go.
than ahting msged me asking whether i free or not.
at first i said im not.
but since i decided that im not going kamy's house.
so i told her im free.
than met ahting at cwp 7pm.
*fyi: cwp is causeway point*
went to Ichiban Sushi.
we were going there for the first time.
so we were taking super long time to decide whether to eat or not.
in the end, we went in.
we only ordered 6plates of sushi & 2 chocolate floats.
hoho.
than we were super full.
dont know why.
than went to handphone shop.
she sold her k810i for $160.
she's kinda sad luh.
cos it was $200 at first.
but it dropped to $160.
so ya lar.
haha.
than went to civic centre.
she deposit her money.
than went back to cwp.
went to basement1.
bought 6donuts.
she bought 2.
than sat outside cold storage.
mind you, there's seats outside.
we chatted alot?.
camwhored alot too.
than she played my ds.
went to bus inter at around 11pm?
cos her boyf is reaching woodlands soon.
walked halfway.
her boyf reach le.
so we went seperate ways.
reach home at 11.50pm.
haha.

i love ahting manymany. :D
kbox-ing soon! with chuah nana too. *loves.

4Dec-
happy birthday Yeelu & Natalie.

woke up at 8am.
thank you kamy for waking me up.
brushed my teeth and walked to whitesands fairprice.
bought fried rice ingredients.
walked home.
prepared the stuffs.
and i went to bathe.
came out.
cooked fried rice.
cabbed to school.
waited for mrs joanie with kamy & meiting.
mrs joanie came.
transferred money to karylan's account.
than took train to vivo.
met krys.
and went to sentosa!
hoho.
sun was okay.
did rain abit.
but continued tanning.
karylan made french toast.
super nice.
and i made fried riceeeee!
initially it was supposed to be for krystal.
but thank God i cooked more.
so everyone got to eat.
haha.
went to bathe at 3+.
we were screaming here & there.
like as though it's our house luh.
hell funny.
than took bus to vivo.
ate carls jr.
than walked around.
than went to pasir ris with karylan.
met mummy and off to downtown east.
booked class chalet.
and im hell looking forward to it.
hehs.
than went home. :D

3rdDec-
went to school for revision.
mrs joanie went to get something.
than suddenly,
Aaron Teo asked who is hungry or what.
krystal shouted and said she was.
than he ask her to come here or what.
than he brought out a box of cookies.
to be exact,
cookies with REAL mealworms in it.
some didnt believe though.
so alot of people went to look at it.
mong ate one and vomitted it out.
krystal ate.
aaron lim ate.
steffi ate.
and of cos i ate too.
super yummy.
dont have the worm's taste at all.
haha.
than mrs joanie came back.
she tried too.
she said it was nice.
than after the lesson,
went to cafe 1 for lunch/early dinner.
joan went to meet her boyf.
after eating,
we all went home.

2ndDec-
went to orchard with the girls +rachelle.
went to hunt for a job.
had lunch at wisma's food republic.
than went to fareast.
krystal cut her fringe.
than walked around.
didnt find any shops that are hiring.
so we were deciding whether to go karylan's house to watch vcd or suntec.
in the end, we took bus to suntec.
my dear ahfat, Krystal teo bought donuts for everyone.
awwws.
thank you. :D
ate.
than walked around.
about 6+? 7?
went to bus stop to wait for bus with karylan & meiting.
bus came.
board it.
than meiting realise that the bus doesnt go her house.
sooo,
she alighted with me and cabbed home.
hoho.
than i walked home.

*pictures time!
not really in order though.
enjoy! :D