we were very close.
but what has happen now?
seems like our gap is getting further.
why?
i wanna know too.
we are having lesser talks.
lesser laughters.
my fault?
guess so.
:D

26thNov,
happy 7th month anniversary Kamy, Xiang-Sao & KK.
mikiao loves you! :D
woke up at 10.30 when im like suppose to be in school at 9.
sorry fats.
cabbed to school.
was hell moody.
than went to cafe 1.
ate lunch.
than went up for it ess class test 2.
hoho!
:x

came out after doing the test.
had donuts.
thank you karylan. donuts are love. :D
than went for lunch again.
waited till 4?
went for mfdi class.
rendered 3d ani.
handed in newsletter.
finally, a load off my mind.

waited for bus 17 with karylan, tikopei a.k.a youxiang, fit zai a.k.a bernard & shilin.
waited for hell long.
but it didnt come.
so took 31 to tamp inter.
than took bus 81? with karylan & tikopei.
alighted with tikopei.
waved to karylan goodbye.
and walked home with him.
fyi: he's staying beside my block. so yea.

27thNov,
woke up late again.
had more than 15missed calls.
from karylan & eugene.
eugene told me my rendering got hanged.
gosh.
i totally freaked out.
so cabbed to school.
*usual me*
kept calling krystal till she woke up.
than walked to class.
re-render again. *just in case*
cos krystal already rendered at home.
yea.
blogged in class.
than meiting was reading my post.
she came across this word "tikopei"
you know how she read?
she said, " ti-ti-ti-tikopei "
hahaha.
than waited for joan to finish her phase test and her newsletter.
helllll long.
i was super hungry.
but after she finish.
we have to go up for it ess liao.
so yea.
got back class test paper.
HOHO!
i got 28/30.
hell happy okay.
thanks to karylan & lester?.
haha.
yea.
dont ask me why i thank them.
hoho.
than failed final year online test.
it was a trial though.
hahs.

than finally went for breakfast/lunch.
LOL!
dont ask me what i ate.
hahaha. =x
than took train to pasir ris with karylan, meiting & joan.
fyi: krystal went off after it ess lesson.
joan went to city hall.
karylan, meiting and i took bus to pasir ris chalet to check for our upcoming class chalet.
but heard it's all fully book. ):
gosh.
hell sad.
somemore the main office is at bukit batok!
eeeks!
than took bus home.

*meiting,
cheer up.
you know michelle loves you manymany.
dont think too much le okay?
be strong!
we`ll be there. :D

joan wants me post the 1st two pictures. cos she wants people to know i love her.
cos she helped me tie my hair twice liao.
and i shared a donut with her.
hahahaha. but actually, i dont love her at all. she's gonna smack me if she sees this tomorrow. HAHA. :x

lalalala.
meiting is beside me now asking me "zhe me ban? wo hen ke lian de leh. bang wo lar."
idiot meiting.
begging me to let her re hand-in.
haha.
now she's gonna ask Ms Medonna whether can re render or not.
HAHA.
karylan is beside me too.
but meiting come in between us.
idiot meiting.
HAHAHA.
she's back now.

karylan bias.
she dont love me anymore.
BOOHOO!
)':

AHAHA.
okay,
know why im blogging in school now?
cos im waiting for the "da xiao jie a.k.a Krystal" to come from tiong bahru.
yes, i repeat.
Tiong Bahru.
HAHAHAHA!
okay.
she woke up late.
dont blame her though.
cos i was late yesterday.
and i hardly helped her in 3D ani.
sorry yar fats.
still love you lots! :D

and thanks to your friends & Lester for helping.
i`ll blog about yesterday when i go home later.
cos i went home with a TIKOPEI a.k.a meiting's ex-husband.
HAHAHA!
she's not looking here.
that's why i typed it.
HOHO.
toodles. :D

HOHO.
my cousin is beside me now.
playing with things.
*childish*
HAHAHA!
=x.
if he sees this, he's gonna smack me.
LOL!

just send him down.
cos his daddy came to pick him up.
hehs.

woke up at 9.30am when im like suppose to wake up at 6.30?
hahs.
rushed.
took cab to RP.
cousin's performance was canceled due to some dont-know-what-fuck-reason.
he's like so sad luh.
cheer up yea.
(:
my aunt & uncle drove us back to their place.
slept for a while.
had lunch at 3pm.
than slacked around.
lil cousins went swimming lessons.
elder cousins went pasir ris with me.
my aunt sent us there of cos.
one of them went back to tekong for army luh.
the other one came to my house.
HEH!
the one that was suppose to perform today de lor.
dont be sad le yar.
hope xiao lin(my dog) cheered you up!
:D

*sorry fats,
made you do most of the work.
really sorry.

pictures time.
didnt take with another cousin cos she didnt want to take with me.
lol.

had CIP this morning.
gosh.
woke up at 7.15?
when i was like suppose to wake up at 6.30am.
):
bathed.
packed my stuffs and went to take bus.
reached school with Joan & Karylan.
than Meiting came.
called Krystal since like 7.50am till 9?
86calls from me to HER.
she's super assyhole.
gosh.
but people,
she didnt wake up.
she only woke up at 10+?
and she only msg-ed Karylan.
):
hell saddening please.
im your ahpuieh leh.
))))):
HAHA.
justkidding luh. (:

than after the whole CIP thing which ended at about noon?
we took bus 14 to orchard.
went to wheelock cos of karylan.
than walked to far east.
ate chicken rice there.
krystal & rachelle came.
went to find Jesmond at The Cathay.
applied for a job there.
yea.
salary isnt very good.

than took train home.
(:

mummy just told me that after she gets her pay,
we`ll go back to the hair extension shop to put 100strands more.
awwww.
i love mummy manymany.
thank you in-advance mummy. (:

yay.
so the secret wasssssssssssssssssssss
I WENT FOR HAIR EXTENSION.
hohoho.
yes, again.
LOL.
i did it last year at china.
this year i did it t singapore's city plaza.
hell cheap!
$1/strand.
woots.
so i did 120strands.
mummy paid for it.
thank you mummy.
lovesloves. (:

i felt so much better after telling Joan how i felt.
thank you Joan. you've been a good listener. loves plenty. (:

anyway, joan came back from thailand and bought us this.
awwwww.
thank you girl.

SOME OF YOU MIGHT KNOW.
but, please dont say it out yet.
cos my girlfriends still dont know what i did.
HOHO.
i`ll give them a surprise tmw.

so i woke up hell late today.
test was at 9am.
and i fking woke up at 8.30am.
HAHA.
clever lar michelle.
*clapsclaps*
haha.
took my bath quickly & cabbed to school.
reached school at 9.10am?
yea.

was the first one to hand in.
funny right?
last one to start, first one to hand in.
than youxiang was like waiting for someone to hand in first.
cos he PAISEH.
=xxxx!
haha.

after that,
went to do pe test.
gosh.
hate it.
than train-ed to whitesands.
had lunch.
FROGGY CAME and passed us the cute&small donuts.
awww.
though i said it many times already.
but still,
thanks alot.
(:!

than went to mustafa centre with mummy.
bought chocolates for girlfriends.
than headed to somewhere.
=x
did something.
HOHO.
will take pictures of "it" and post it up tomorrow.
haha.
=x

i think only regina knows about it.
hahahaha!
be honoured hor Reggie.
=xxx!

than went to whitesands.
bought mac home.

alrighty.
gotta go do 3D proj now.
poor krystal.
she sound so tired & stressed up.
):
i`ll help you yar.
=D

im getting small & cute donuts later from Froggy!
yays!
thank you froggy.
lovesloves. :DDD

plans on december:
-meet up with regina & zhijun.
-meet up with hazwani & melissa
-tanning with girlfriends.
-try to meet up with veron&gang.
-try to meet up with sarah.
-try to meet up with szeling.
-kbox with ting & nana.
-class chalet.
-kbox with girlfriends.
-baking with girlfriends?
-chompchomp with girlfriends.
-try to have sleep-over at karylan's house.
-try to celebrate christmas with girlfriends.

i dont know what to blog about.
so bear with me please.
cos this entry will be kinda saddening.
hur, yea.

was talking to cousin happily.
than suddenly i rmb-ed something.
than told him stuffs.
asked him not to follow what i did.
yea.
like remembering the past, kinda ache my heart a lil.
than my eyes were abit watery.
but, i was still strong.
holding it back.
and if she was still with me.
she wouldnt let this happen.
she would be there for me.
and talking on the phone with me till i felt better.
i just know she would.
ive always been stupid both in handling friendships & relationships.
thats why, im trying to be there for everyone.
and that is why it's hard to love again.

when friends are telling me my closefriend is being fake to me.
i would get mad/angry.
but, i wouldnt blame my closefriend.
cos i know, there must be a reason behind it.
being stubborn has always been my forte.
i dont know why.
so dont bother asking.

if all this could rewind,
3mistakes i wouldnt make again.
-love bestie
-breaking my promise to bestie.
-being petty to besties.

im dumb.
i know all this cannot rewind back.
but girls/guys,
im sorry.
really sorry.

i really hope there would be a day when she would call me kk again.
cos i know, i would definitely smile & hug her and tell her, "i miss you bestfriend.".
(:

im having a very bad headache.
trying very hard to smile.

i've always been there for people.
and i know there will always be someone there for me.
but, i just cant open up to them.
one is asleep.
two is enjoying.
three is having problems.
four is away.
five is gone.
six is gaming.
seven is asleep.
eight is asleep.
nine is away.
ten is out.
eleven is asleep.

oh shut up michelle.
solve your own problems.
face it yourself.
cant you see they have their own problems already?
go and sleep michelle.
everything will be okay when you wake up.

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16Nov-
had class test2.
was okay i guess?
thanks to wenhao?
haha.
mong was asking him about the test.
than he said kinda like most of the answers.
so yea.

after that,
went to karylan's house with meiting.
than bus-ed to amk hub.
karylan bought her ds.
headed to sumo house for lunch.
than bus-ed to orchard.
went to far east plaza's toilet.
saw Siong Yu & her friends.
than while walking out.
saw Syila & 16jan.
i mean Asyraf.
lol.
abit ....
cos i was talking about 16nov and all.
than lol.
cool.
super coincidence.
ahh.
i dont know what im trying to say.
hahs.

than walked to taka.
bought elmo for krystal.
(belated present)
than saw Irshad, Rasyidin & Sufiyan.
than train-ed to bugis to meet Krystal.
cos she's meeting her sec sch classmates for steamboat there.
met her.
pass it to her.
she was hell happy.
haha.
than went to mosburger.
she treated us to drinks.
than went to mrt station.
her friends came.
so we went home.

17Nov-
nothing much luh.
woke up at 1+.
played ds till 5.
bathed, changed.
and went to mummy's office.
slacked till mummy knocked off.
than bus-ed home.

it's 18Nov now.
a bigbigbig happy birthday to my dearest baobei, Regina!
many loves.
(:


*anyway,
she just replied me.
she said im the first one to wish her again.
and she loves me.
awwwwwws.
haha.
(: