finally bought a effing chio mouse!
it has flower prints, heart-shaped prints & a lil butterfly prints on it.
so pretty right?
ahahahahah.
okay, i feel so lian-ish.

classmates mainly, vel, shikin, farha, kristie, marinah/aerin, fawwaz, daniel went for shisha today.
farha asked siti along.
shikin & marina/aerin asked xinyi & i along.
& i felt so happy.
but xinyi & i alrdy had plans.
:( :( :( :( :(

all of us went to bugis then parted ways. :(
siti was messaging me the whole time & making me feel so jealous.
:( :(
damn.
should've left nelson, aaronlim, ben & steffi to hang out tgt & go with the classmates.
omgggggg.
both of us really regret it man.
so much fun they had.
damn laaaaa.
i must go the next time.
YESS. I MUST!! if there is a next time la.

&& xinyi found her hometown partner!
me too!
hers is vel.
mine is marinah/aerin.
cool shit la!

i`ll upload tcher's day pictures once shuyee & mrs angie tan sends it to me.
kkk?

havent slept for 32 hours.
effing sleepy.
so yea.
goodnight everyone!

few things to be sad & happy about.

• my pay is finishing damn fast.
• i fall in love damn fucking easily.
• & i get hurt damn fucking easily too.
• hate going home when fucking shit things happen.
• have been having sleepless nights. & always heading to bed at 7am or 8am.
• no holidays yet & i need a break badly.
• its 5.20am & whole family is not aslp yet.
• i spend money like as though there's no tomorrow.
• i miss krystal, kamy, joan & meiting badly. :(
• peiting & reena not going back to rss on monday. i miss them alot too. :(

• found people to go back with me to rss on monday!
• i hope he's a nice guy & im not trusting the wrong person.
• i might be working again next month = MONEYYYYYYYYYY $$$$
• having soya bean curd with xinyi & nelson later in the afternoon!
• finally gonna see engyi later. (at night that is.)
• might be having steamboat at night with xinyi, steffi, nel, engyi & king.
• exams over! LOL. (i know its kinda late to celebrate bout this.)
• i might be meeting regina on the 4th, 5th or 6th!
• i have a part-time boyf. & its YOUTUBE! :x

thats bout it.
gonna upload over-due pics.
it was taken while we were taking a break.
thanks to Uncle Andrew (a photographer from Yeo's i think(?))

if blogger continues to bcome like this.
im gonna change to either lj or wordpress.
damn it man.







me like me like.
anyway, comm skills exam later.
hopefully essay writing will be fine.
cos tcher gave us tips on essay writing.
he gave 6.
but during exam we have to choose 3 out of 5.
& ive only memorized 2.
& im deciding whether to memorize 2 more or 1 more before i sleep.
cos im really getting sleepy man.

yawns.
LOL.
hopefully mcq is easy.
God bless me.
:D

okay.
honestly speaking,
regina kinda pissed me off a lil today.
just a lil.
so no worries.

dont know is it her or is it just me.
dont like people playing that.
dont know why luh but i just dont like la.
hahaha.

& yes regina,
i still love you like always.
hahahaha.
please get me my slippers soon.
i need it badly.
hahaha.
:D :D

before it turns 12,
happy 1 year anniversary sweet.
though we had a few arguments & a few quarrels but you know me love you.
:D
more years & more anniversaries to come k?
:D :D

i was praying really hard hoping my mens wouldnt come.
but damnit.
it just have to be so freaking punctual.
moreover on the EVE of seventh month.
this is really what i call, suay.
xinyi came too.
such coincidence uh?

but i hope it`ll bring me luck for my exam next week.
cos i remember during N level maths paper.
my mens came WHILE i was having my maths paper.
results was not what i expected.
i got a 1 for maths.
hopefully this time round, it`ll bring me luck.

seventh month in less than 2 hours.
so im turning in early today.
going to the library with xinyi tomorrow.
so err, yea. goodnight! :D

this was taken on 10th August.
she was at my house tgt with Siti, Gh, Shaun, Nel & Steffi.
teehee.
im sorry sweet. LOL.


this was taken on 6th August.
it was one of my classmate's birthday.
yea.
nice mint cake. :D

13th August,
i wore heels for the freaking first time.
pain like fffff.
lol.
wore it to school & to orchard central.
& by the time i reach orchard.
i really cannot take it anymore man.
lol.

went to school.
but left halfway.
did badly for mock exam.
dont bother asking how much i got.
LOL.

then steffi came to meet me & xinyi.
brought her to Ion cos she hasnt been there & wouldnt have a chance to go also.
LOL.
so yea.








































14th -16th August,
worked at Suntec for Brides & Beauty event.
worked for Yeo's.
very fun!
those uncles, aunties, korkors & jiejies are uber nice to me & xinyi!
i miss them alot. :(

anyway,
i saw Jacelyn Tay & Zhang Yao Dong.
there was fashion show for wedding dresses.
oh so damn pretty!!!!

i miss this small girl.
she's damn cute.
it would be good to have a daughter like her in future.
haha.

teeheee.
it's study weeeeeek!
but im going out for movie with xinyi later.
i promise i`ll study tomorrow onwards!
*promissssssssse.

work has been tiring but good!
lotsa fun & laughters.
everyone was nice & damn effing good to us.
i miss those uncles, aunties, korkors & jiejies.
lol.
they were really nice.
some even asked for our numbers cos they have lobangs.
so nice righhhhhhht?

first time i find work so entertaining & fun!
& we made tons of new friendsssssss!
oh well.
i have quite a few pictures to upload.
so shall do it tonight if i have the time.
okay.
i need to bathe now if not i`ll be late.
teeeeheeee!

:D :D :D

a friend went to Bintan & took pictures of these.
so pretty right?

anyway, presentation slides was damn good.
all thanks to Siti.
we had really high marks for it.
everything was damn good except for our presenting skills.
:(
this is what makes me damn depressing & also what makes Siti pissed off with us.
yes, me & xinyi.

all of us got 12/20 for presenting skills.
not too bad you may say.
but it's considered low.
yes, school has high expectations.
:(

this is like the first time i talk like as though im-a-chinese-educated-person.
this fucking hurts me alot.
like it demoralise me more now.
pulls me down alot.
& yes, it hurts.
:(

im so fucking angry with myself.
so fucking upset.
shouldn't have made a fool outta myself.

michellekoh sucks.
& sucks badly.
she's a fucking retarded dumbass.

wanna know why Siti is angry with me & xinyi?
( i have no idea why she's not angry with the guys though)
cos the whole powerpoint slides,
we didnt do anything to help her.
she missed school yesterday to rush it out.
she even ask her friends outside to help her a lil.
& i feel really really really bad about it.

i dont know how to explain myself.
im not like this.
this is not me.
why didnt i help her?
sigh.

i swear im really not like this.
i always do powerpoint slides.
i always like doing powerpoint slides.
why didnt i help her?
fuck luh.

i fucking hate myself.
im fucking angry with myself.
this sucks.

nbcb.

blogger is being a bitch again.
fb too.
fuck man.

wtf is wrong with it?
pissing me off.

anyway,
siti, xinyi, shaun & guan hua are coming over later in the afternoon.
yeap.
tidied my room already.
so err ya.

it's 5.15am now.
& i need to sleep.
yes,
goodnight fuckers. :D

i feel so tired.
:(

so exhausted.
:(

so unhappy.
:(

so upset.
:(

i long for your attention nowadays.
i wonder why & whats wrong with me.
i think, im crazy.

i think some of my friends are fake.
i dont like them.
fake bitches.
dont come & act like we're close friends okay!
cb.

period.

today's lesson kinda sucks.
cos it was damn boring.
7 people skip lessons.
they took attendance & went off.
W - O - W!
lol!

gonna study for marketing test with siti & xinyi tomorrow after school.
TEEHEE!
TOODLES! :D

4th August,

met steffi after school tgt with Xinyi.
went to tampmall for dinner.
then we went to walk around!
okay luh.
nothing much actually.
soooooo, heh. :D