all of a sudden ,
i feel lost w/o besties .
Reena & Peiting are posted to bishan ITE .
the other guys are in the same course as me .
but still ,
i dont feel myself w/o Reena & Peiting .
i know all this will happen someday .
but it`s jus too soon .
it`s like ,
i have to adapt to another environment .
and moreover ,
i jus quarrelled with greeny .
it`s so gonna be awkward .
how ?
Reena , pls appeal to simei .
hais .

i quarrelled with greeny
he ended our bestfriend-ship .
we`re strangers now .

yes .
that`s how bad our quarrels were .

greeny ,
you said i didnt encourage you
when you had a girlf .
yes , i didnt .
but i was happy you found one .
i didnt say it out cos i fucking like you .
and now ,
you blame me for not telling you anything .
how do you expect me to tell you .
even your friends know
how can you not know ?
you scolded me for the fucking first time .
even if i was wrong ,
you nvr did scold me .
but today .
everything`s chg-ed .
it`s no longer the same old us .
so different now .
maybe ,
like what you said .
it was my fault .
4 years .
it`s neither short nor long .
but it ended too fast .
i wasnt prepared at all .
were you ?
how am i supposed to face you in our new sch
new class .
how ?
cry oso cry le .
scold oso scold le .
our path is no longer the same one anymore .
im sorry for causing all this .
goodbye bestie .

okay .
time to blogggg .
but im lazy to type .
so let the pictures do the talking okay ?
heh heh .









23rd dec













meeee (:










24 dec










foursome ? hahaha
yellows&redies (:










us againnn (:










our cakes













juanny , me & piglet . =x













25th dec
):
my first attempt .
sarah ! the pic is upppp larrrr
althou it`s not as cute as yours
but it`s my hard workkkkkk
heh =x
















that`s all .
tata (:

yay-ness
eyeliner boy wrote testimomo for me
hahas .
and im suppose to give him a treat for he`s gd result
wtf
he should be the one giving me a treat for my super gd results lor .
LOL .
see first luhh .
he wanna meet tmw
but im not free larrr
so ,
we`re meeting after christmas .
LOL
anyway ,
im gunbound-ing now .
and bestie talked to me jus now .
hope she wont do it agn luhh .
cos i`ll be uber sad .
heheh .
okays luhh .
tata people (:

went to sch with mum & cuzzie in the morning at 8.30am
registered for my cousin who`s in guangzhou now
she`s in 1/7E
her name is Melissa Meow
pls do take care of her .

after that ,
went to TM with mum to book tickets to go genting on CNY
with my cousinnnn !
hahahahaha .
im loving ittttt
had sakae .
tha off i went to meet Nelson & Kingsley .
reached cwp at 3pm .
they arrived at 3.45pm
yea ,
i practically waited for 45mins .
._.
than we went to orchard to wait for Jesper & ZhenLong
and off we went to lucky plaza

fastforwarddddddddddddddddddd

ZhenLong went for work
Jesper went home
leaving the guys & me
went to far east to buy Reena`s birthday present .
and than being us ,
we cabbed back to cwp .
forever luhhh .
had dinner at mac .
but before that ,
while Nelson went to withdraw money .
i saw Veronica , VivienTey & Shimin .
haha .
Vien pat my shoulders .
and i thot it was Nelson playing .
so i got a shock when i saw them luh .
chat for a while .
and we went seperate ways .
after dinner ,
went to look for Reena & Peiting .
passed Reena her present .
than we were suppose to watch midnight show tgt .
but somehow ,
we cancelled luhh .
and all of us went home .
and so ,
here am i updating my boring blog .
heh .

so here`s the picture of the day .(:















my bestfriends !
Nelson & Kingsley (:

that`s all .
tata (:

jus finish playing gubound
(:
yay-ness

went to lucky plaza with Kingsley , Nelson & Benjamin
had lunch .
played pool
played daytona ._.
than cabbed home cos it`s already 8 plus .
reached causeway at 9 i think .
Benjamin went home .
Kingsley , Nelson & myself went for dinner .
was kinda weird thou .
LOL .
after dinner ,
went down to look for Reena & Peiting .
chat a bit .
than we went home .
reached home ,
conference with Nelson , Benjamin & Kingsley .
played gb tgt .
haha .
and now ,
Nelson & i are planning where to go tomorrow .
he suggested the four of us should head to vivo and
watch Night At The Museum .
but than again ,
he wanna play pool at lucky plaza .
LOL .
see first luhh .

anyway ,
im going to school with mama & my elder cousin
to register he`s sis [my younger cousin] into Riverside .
cos , he`s sis&my other cousins are in China having a holiday luhh .
and i miss them .
& they`re playing with snow
):
haha .
okays luhh .
Nelson is nudging me .
fan -_-
haha .
tatas (:

i dont know what`s with blogger .
but i kept refreshing the page luhh .
or is it firefox ?
okay .
anyway , i registered for ITE already .
a BIG sigh .
honestly ,
im not interested in all the course at ALL .
anyhow ,
here are my 10 choices (:













click for bigger view (:

anyway , im so bored at home .
can anyone ask me outttt
puh-leaseeeeeeeee .
LOL-ness

actually ,
im quite disappointed in someone .
she didnt wish me gd luck .
she didnt ask me about my results .
she`s like my closer friend .
instead , a not-so close friend wished me and ask me bout my result .
maybe all she cares about is late night partying & shopping hur .
whatever luh .
i dont give a shyt bout her .

alright .
im back .
i`ll tell you guys my results .

ENGLISH LANGUAGE SYLL T - THREE
MATHEMATICS SYLL T - TWO
SCIENCE SYLL T - THREE
COMPUTER APPLICATIONS - ONE
ELEMENTS OF OFFIC ADMIN - ONE
BASIC CHINESE - THREE

4 points .
4th placing in NT stream .

although , my parents & some tchers are proud .
but to me , i think i didnt do very well for english .
you know when Mrs Hilda Thong called me up to stage to receive my result slip .
i saw my english grade , and at that moment
i so wanna cry on the spot .
i obtained a B3 for english you know .
i thot at least i`ll get A2 or what .
but ,
sigh /

anyway , im proud of Nelson &Peiting for passing maths !
& im proud of Kingsley for getting 5 points .
but i feel sorry for Engyi & Reena .
it`s not that they didnt do well .
but the results were not what they expected to see .
ohya ,
did i say i was shocked to be 4th ?
cos , Germaine & Liyana has always won me ever since sec 1 .
but they werent in the list .
and that was why i ws shocked .
Mrs Angie Tan say she was proud .
bcos im her Computer Application student .
Ms Chitra came over and talked to me .
and she told me ,
now that im no longer a secondary school student .
i must behave myself & obey my parents .
esp , my -_- dad .
i was looking for Mrs Cessaline Ong .
cos i passed science for the second time .
and i did better than prelims.
but Mrs Sarah Koh say she`s in the hospital waiting to give birth .

alright .
anyhow , im happy for eyeliner boy too .
haha .
i saw him jumping up & down when Mrs Angie Tan told him he`s result .
haha .
we shook hand .
talked .
and he went off .

diqqy was sad .
Reena kept asking me why i dont wanna talk to him .
haha .
i have no idea too thou .

okay .
it`s raining so heavily now .
and we`re discussing whether to celebrate
Reena`s birthday later or not .
cos she`s working tomorrow .
haha .
gotta go now .
ohya , a few months back .
my mum promised to give me $200 if i do well .
haha .
and she remembered ! (:
okays luhh.
need to choose my course already .
BYE PEOPLEEEEEE .

okay .
i totally didnt slp at all .
i kept thinking ,
what if i dont get my 3 points .
hais-ness .
i`ll cry like fuck .
went out to buy breakfast&black hair spray .
juanny called me and ask me to buy it for her boyf .
LOL .
juanny is so nice .
bought ben&jerry`s ice-cream .
YUM-NESS !
okay .
reached home .
tied my hair and stuff .
and suddenly , it started to rain heavily .
i was like OMFG .
how the fuck am i going to take bus to sch ?
if my hair kena the rain .
it will stain my uniform .
so i called Reena .
asked her how and all that .
so i suggested i take a cab ,
meet her ,
than cab to peiting`s house ,
than to school .
that`s what we always do luhh .
hahaha .
alright .
so anyway ,
it`s 12.22pm now .
and i`m still slacking .
okay . i better get chg-ed now .
if not Reena is gonna scream at me if im late .
haha .













































































































wish me luck pls .
byee all (:

gosh .
im having butterflies in my stomach now .
i didnt know i`ll get so nervous until now .
at first , i wasnt scared or nervous at all .
but as the time pas nearer and nearer .
im beginning to worry .
it`s like ,
i`ll be in my school hall in 11 hours time .
and i totally cant slp now .
how howhowhowhow ?
and moreover , i needa buy black hair spray tomorrow .
everything is moving so quickly .
that i can hardly catch my breath .
anyway ,
all the best to N lvl result takers later .
okays .
i gotta get my slp now .
if not , i`ll be late for school .
tatas (:

jus finish watching "expressboy"dvd .
this time , i sat on my com chair for abt 13 hours+ ?
hahahha .
dont know whether to go out later or stay at home .
haven buy christmas present & reena`s present too .
goshh .
and we`re celebrating her birthday in like 2 days time ?
sighh .
dont know what to get for her .
ohya .
anyway , good luck to all N lvl result takers .
all the best ya .
(:
alrighty .
im so so so tired now .
good night .
tatas .

wooots .
i jus finish watching "it started with a kiss" dvd .
i sat on my com chair for almost 14 hours .
jus to finish watching that show .
it`s so so so nice luhh !
5 stars !
heh heh .
(:
i wanna go slp already .
good night .

i guess tomorrow i`ll watch "expressboy" dvd .
nowadays ,
all i want is to
wake up , shower , watch dvd , have dinner , slp .
carefree life .
with no worries at all .
im loving that kind of life (:
take care people .

i think im dumb .
i think bcos i love greeny too much .
i think bcos he has a girlf .
and i think bcos the hurt was too much for me to take it .
so , that was why i forgived the fcuker .
& gave him another chance .
i was too naive .
and he sms-ed me saying how happy he was for tricking me into forgiving him .
sigh .
the hurt he caused ,
the tears he caused .
he even called me a ...... [not fucker]
i told reena about it .
and she thot it was jus a remark .
no one understands the pain that fcuker has caused
xcept my cousin .
he helped me .
he added the fcuker
& he`s gonna report the fcuker .
and im glad to have a cousin like him .
the fcuker is calling me now .
and this is like the 13th time he`s calling .
maybe if i answer ,
he`s gonna insult me huh .
hais .
forget it okay .
God pls forgive me for my dumb-ness .

i miss besties alot
everyone is occupied with something nowadays
and we hardly meet for pool , shopping , movie or even supper .

i miss reena the most .
althou i jus met her last night .
but most of the time she`s working .
moreover , she`s only off on sat .
and when she`s off . we`ll go shopping tgt .
she`s one of them who would listen to my whining & bicthing .
and when i need someone to listen to my troubles .
she`ll be there .
and whenever we talk on the phone .
she`ll always know if im down , upset or crying .
and i think i only saw her cry once .
she`s a strong girl
and i love her lots (:

peiting is the girl i`ll bitch most to .
honestly , we hardly meet each other during the holidays .
this lady here , is super busy .
with both work & boyf .
hahaha
and i envy her .
her boyf & her has been going on strong for 3 years +
and they`re still super loving .
we`ve known each other for the longest i suppose .
cos we became friends on the first day of school .
hahaha .
i super love her luh (:

kingsley lam .
hahaha .
we always go supper together !
together with reena&nelson larrr .
ahahaa .
hmmm ,
he`s one nice guy i`ve met so far .
but too bad he`s taken .
muwahahas ! xp
we`ve been best friends ever since sec 1 .
but were closer only this year .
he`s always there for me .
he`s nvr shown he`s angry side before .
he became matured only this year .
why do i say that ?
bcos he`s now taking things seriously not like last time .
he`s no longer playing a fool .
and im glad .
whenever im angry with him ,
he`ll always find the right words to say to me .
& for that ,
i super treasure our best-friendship (:

nelson .
this guy is my gb-partner .
we always play gb till late at night .
but it`s all in the past larrr .
now , he`s forever betting on soccers etc etc .
&& he`s very generous .
he treated me&reena to dinner 2 weeks ago .
muwahahas .
nice friend .
super lame too .
but he`s jokes will cheer people up .
used to talk on the phone with him till 2am , 3am .
hahaha .
miss those days (:

engyi the shy boy .
hmm , honestly .
i dont know what to say about him .
but he`s a super duper uber nice guy i know .
he`s very caring towards he`s friends too
and i admire he`s character .
&&&& he`s a future artist .
the things he draws are very nice !
no words can express what i wanna say luhh .
but hope he wont be the shy boy i know (:

benjamin is also as nice as engyi .
haha .
he always carry that smile on he`s face
and was nvr grumpy before .
yes , NVR .
he`s character is almost the same as engyi .
jus that he`s not that shy lar .
ahahahha (:

aaron ,
this guy`s attitude is the worst .
but , he knows when to be serious .
and when not to be .
he`s always there to protect he`s friends & family .
really hope he`ll chg he`s attitude (:

that`s all .
i wanna slp already .
fcuking gb is under maintenence . ):
haha .
tatas .

picturesssss (:




































































































































































that`s all .
bye

i didnt blog ytd cos i was too tired to do so .
alright .
ytd , was suppose to meet sarah , zhijun & regina .
BUT , sarah said she didnt want to go .
i was kinda upset lar .
cos she promised already .
and yet ,
hais .
3 of us went to kbox@orchard .
i was rather moody luhh .
he sms-ed me .
he oso tried calling me a few times .
he apologised .
he said he regretted it .
so , while zhijun&reg was singing , i went out .
called reena & i cried .
i didnt know what to do luhh .
was kinda soft-hearted when i read he`s msg-es .
went back in to join reg&zhijun
didnt really talk .
after singing ,
we went to far east t have our dinner .
had hans .
it was so-so .
walked around .
was kinda bored .
so i went to cwp.
i took my cable from reena .
and went home .
while on the bus ,
i was reading all the msg-es he sent me .
and finally i forgived him .

this morning ,
we quarrelled again .
i was really very tired .
i woke up at 8 plus .
he was asking me why i called him at 3am .
was it bcos i was talking to other guys than accidentally called him
i was like wtf .
i didnt keypad lock my phone .
and moreover , my phone was beside me
so i explained to him
and he said sry to me .
after that ,
i woke up at noon .
& we quarrelled agn .
cos i didnt replied he`s msg-es
i told him i went back to slp .
and AGAIN , he said sry .
at 3 plus .
i was still feeling tired .
and he told me ,
why am i still sleeping .
was it bcos i was out with other guys ytd .
and came home very late .
from that moment ,
i thought to myself .
there goes our relationship agn .
he said , today`s our first date .
and yet , i woke up so late .
okay , this is my fault .
but if you didnt disturb my slp .
would i wake up so late ?
he didnt even tell me what time we`re suppose to meet
or was he waiting for me to tell him what time to meet
i dont wanna be the one who plans everything .
hais .

besties told me ,
if i really love him .
i should give him another chance ,
and let him chg .

there .
he wasted he`s one and only chance .
and who`s fault was it ?
he`s fault .
and he can only blame himself for he`s fcuk shyt attitude .

the only thing i like abt him is ,
he pampers me .
he protects me from all the insults he`s friends said to me .
& i still love him .
but , it`s all over .
(:

sry for being so boring in this post .
cos i cant be bothered too .
im tired luhh .
tatas

im pissed & disappointed now
it`s only 1 day .
one pathetic day .
& it`s over .
you kept comparing me with your other ex .
and you kept thinking too much .
you kept saying i was with other guys .
but instead , i was with MY MUM .
what`s with you .
if you can`t even trust me .
than go find your other girlfs lar .
& when it`s over .
you insulted me .
you even threathened to call woodlands people to beat me .
do you even call yourself a guy ?
or you`re jus trying to show me that you`re oh-so-great .
i had enough with you okay .
it`s over .
& i dont wanna be friends with you even if you want to .
fat hope .
diqqy was much better than you .
MUCH BETTER .
he wasnt jealous easily .
he was caring .
he didnt compared me with other girls .
but you ,
you `re opp. of everything he is .
i hate you .
i hate you for doing this to me .
10 dec o6 is the day i`ll always rmb .
i`ll rmb for being so stupid&dumb .
i hate you .

okay .
im not aslp yet .
and the time now is 6.05am .
jus finish playing gb with my cousins .
hahaha .
have been sleeping at this hour for days .
im same like srah larr .
im sleepy during morning .
awake during night time .
anyway ,
meeting srah&juan at 1pm cwp .
goshh .
i guess im gonna be late ?
ahahaha .
alrighty .
need my slp .
tata (:

alright .
i finish playing gb already .
i went to you tube and saw the videos i uploaded .
and i miss my besties
& i feel like crying now ):
i cant imagine we`re going seperate ways after taking our results .
it`s so sad luhh .
hais .






this is the video that made me so sad luhh .




than this video was during our march chalet .
i miss all those times
so sad that it has to come to an end so fast .
)':

i went out with regina&zhijun today .
first , we went to play pool .
second , we went to far east .
third , we camwhored .
fourth , we went home .
hahahha .
cant upload the pictures cos my usb cable is with kingsley .
what an ass .
anyway , i njoyed myself with baobeis today . (:

this friday , might be going out with srah & zhijun .
what an ass agn .
honestly , ive not made up my mind whether to go or not .
cos it`s been ages since i met up with srah .
to me , it`s kinda weird to meet up with her after so many donkey months .
i dont know luhh .
i jus have this kinda dont-wanna-go feeling .
i miss her .
but i dont know lar .
hahs .
alrighty .
gotta go play gb now .
bye people .
might be sleeping in tmw .
(:
tatas

i fcuking give up looking for a job
but maybe i`ll try the last one
at kranji or yishun
whatever
but im gonna give it a try
went to mac
wanted to work there
but chg-ed my mind abt it
after that , met zhijun
walked ard cwp .
saw veron,vien&yingping
than , nelson&engyi
than , peiting&reena =x
than , king&girlf
than , asyraf&sheera
than , lihui laoma
than , beatrice&lihui
than , ken [the asswipe]
yea . i saw so many people today
& im so sick of cwp already
hais .

anyway , so sad luhh .
so many people going MOS tmw .
or should i say later .
):
aww . =x
ahahaha .
it`s okay luhh actually .
it`s not like the end of it what .
right ?
haha .
peiting is leaving for genting tmw .
hope she`ll njoy herself .
and buy many goodies back for meeeeeee =x

anyway , i jus finish playing gb with my cousins
who`s at china having holiday now
&& they`re buying me MP4 !
muwahahahahas .
so happy luhh .
alrighty .
im tired .
hahaha .
nights people (:

went vivo city with mum today
bought make-up & GODIVA chocolatesssss .
yum yummm .
hahahahha .
i haven found any fcuking job yet luhhh
so sad lor ):

&&& my cousin bought an MP4 in china .
im jealous ._.

&&&& im watching the asian games now[table tennis]
those china people are so action can .
cannot take it sia .
-_-

alright .
that`s all luh .
anyway , not going to MOS le .
cos regina not going
ji sad
haha .
nvrm
byeeeeees (:

went shopppppping todayyy !
and and i bought everything i needed
muwahahahhahas !
i love i love i loveeeeeee .
and reggie`s backkkk .
plus , i`ll be waiting for her gd news tmwwww .
LOL
okay .
im crazy now luhh
anyway , does anyone have any job recommendations ?
&& 15 more days to result day .
kinda nervous + anxious luhh
ohya , did i mention that i receive my bursary award ?
hahhaa .
shocked luhh .
cos last year i didnt get it
muwahahhahahas
okay luhh
gotta go now .
i wanna watch goong agn
cos i cant slp .
heh
byeeeeees
(:

nvr really went for interview today .
instead , went to civil mac , waited for jaqONG to finish her work
went to cwp to disturb reena&peiting[cos they`re working there]
dhen headed to toa payoh to find germaine
jaqONG told me that they might be hiring people
so went there and tried my luck
the boss told me that i stay too FAR
always like that luhh
who`s fault is this ?
my fcuking dad`s fault .
bought a necklace there .
to me it`s quite nice luhh
anyway , i`ll be going shopping with reeeeena tmw !
finally we get to go out after soooo long
we`ll be heading to far east first ,
than to bugis .
and will be going for interview tmw
heh .
i need a dress
a pair of heels
nice earrings
& a small handbag

&&& REGINA is coming back tomorrrrrrrrrrrow .
i miss her so muchh ):

alrighty
that`s all .
gotta go play gb now .
byeeeees (: