well,
bestfs turned strangers.
dont be shock.
it is weird, but it's true.

& it might just happen w/o you realizing it.
seriously.

im fine for now.
:D
thank you krystal&meiting.

i am so fucking bored.
everything is pissing me off fucking badly.
my laptop is pissing me off.
my phone is pissing me off.
my room is pissing me off.
my stomach is pissing me off.
everyone is pissing me off.
walaoo.

im like freaking friend-less.
it's like, i dont have a friend at all.
i do seem i have alot of friends.
but i just realise i have very lil friends.

i was so freaking ass bored that i wanted to call someone out.
so yea.
i called the usual girlfs.
krystal didnt answer. but well, she's with boyf.
kamy is out with mother.
meiting is out to granny's place.

so i was thinking about the rest.
reena has to accompany boyf.
peiting should be accompanying boyf too.
zhijun, reg & sarah must be out cos they`re not online.

see what i mean?

fuck.

cant go to cousins house cos their grandpa just passed away.
& they're busy with the funeral stuffs.

gosh.

what should i do now?
im not hungry.
im just bored like fuck.

thanks ah everyone.
hah.

one year has been great?
yea, it has.
though we had our ups & downs.
but we still hanged on to each other.
there will be manymanymany more years to come right?
love you girlfs.

:D:D:D

hohoho.

im bored.
so was blog hopping.
went to xiaxue.blogspot.com
saw the new kawaii tokyo product.


so decided to get it for krys & kamy tomorrow.
IF it's not very expensive.
im getting the brighten-up wash for kamy.
& the brighten-up wrinkle solution overnight repair for krys.
IF it's not very expensive.
LOL.

mother's day is coming.
still thinking of what to get for mummy.
:D

this is for kamy.

well,
today is a good day.
cos most of my day today is spent with ahma, Steffi.
ahaha.

went to school with her, youxiang, bernard & shilin.
had video filming.
was uber fun.

than had pe.
just slacked there with steffi, meiting & joan.
headed to cafe 1.
ate with steffi, kamy, krys, meiting, joan, jesmond & ant.
but only steffi, meiting & me ate.

than went up for mr chia's lesson.
did html & ftp thingy.

went off.
headed to pasir ris mrt station with steffi, kamy&mong.
kamy&mong went off first.
left steffi & me.
we walked around whitesands until 6+?
went to mac.
had dinner.
around 8pm we went home.
yea.

a good bonding day with ahma.
:D:D:D

many more bonding days with her to come.

my temper is getting bad.
yes.
i just got pissed off by mummy.
well, hey.
i didnt mean to get angry with mummy.
but it's just that i couldnt control my temper okay.
at least i didnt scream or yell at her.
i just ignored her, thats all.

sigh.
'nuff about those.
moving on..

im planning to sell my IPOD NANO (4GB).
should i should i?
it's still in perfect condition!
hehs.
but it's w/o the earpiece & screen protector.
it has a lil bit of scratches but it looks fine.
might be selling it at SGD$110.
interested please tell me.





yea.

ohya,
the phone i wanna get is Nokia N810.
not nokia 810.
gosh.
& it doesnt have a camera.
howhowhow?
should i still get this phone?
:(

these few days,
temper hasn't been very good luh.
get pissed off very easily.
yeap.

seriously,
i doubt anyone understands me.
i cried today.
like tears just keep flowing.
i was just staring blankly into the ceiling.
hahhhhhhhhh.

&&& i hate it when people act as if there's no one else but just both of them.
like for example,
you have 3 people.
2 of them will always be tgt.
than the other girl would be so fucking left out.
both of them never know how the other one felt.
COS THEY WERE NEVER IN HER SHOES.
HAH.
so much for being bestfriends.
poor girl.

&&& please lar hur.
stop saying stuffs to make her feel left out.
she is your friend afterall.
you might say,
i didnt know ma.
blahblahblah.
but hey,
if outsiders can feel it.
i bet you can too alright.
fuck you for being selfish.
im this way.
dont like it fuck off.
stop making my friend miserable asshole.

& im sure it sucks to be you hur. :D

my dad sucks.
yes, read that word carefully.
SUCKS.
& HE SUCKS BIG TIME.

i was so looking forward to receiving my scholarship.
BUT HE JUST NEED TO FUCKING SPOIL MY MOOD TOTALLY.
fucktarded alright.

he say i cant take it on my own.
i need to be with my parents to take it.
which is him & my mum.
&!!!!!! he say i need to put into some fucking scholarship account.
YOU FUCKING TELL ME WHERE GOT THIS KINDA ACCOUNT.
YOU TELL ME LAR.
FUCKING SHIT ASS NBCB.

THIS IS NOT BURSARY WHERE YOU PUT IT INTO YOUR EDUSAVE ACCOUNT.
THIS IS A FUCKING SCHOLARSHIP AWARD!!!!!!!
OH GOD.

& it's 1200 fyi.
not ONE HUNDRED & TWENTY!!!!!!

goshgoshgosh.
*smackshead*

seriously,
whatever you do now.
gets on my nerve.
ALOT.
A WHOLE LOT.
:]

heeeeeeeeello.

well,
ive been sleeping hell early these past 2-3 days.
early as in 7.45pm.
YEEEEES.
lol.

imagine you dont talk to your mum for 2-3 days just bcos you're sleeping early.
& when you're awake,
she's still sleeping.
hah.

school was fine today.
after school,
went to cwp with aaron.
had super long talks.
i was just listening.
couldnt give any advice on the spot though.
so i just listened.

met benjamin.
they accompanied me to wait for REENA!
lol.
reena came,
they went off.
we walked around cwp.
talked.
she bought a tube top.

walked around again.
went to pastamania.
ate.
talked.
cabbed to peiting's house.

fw (her boyf) was there.
they were having dinner.
after their dinner,
we played cards.
cheat & daidi.
taught reena how to play cos she dont know how to.
than laughed alot.
LOL.
went into her room.
camwhored.
watched tv.
talked again.
Lol.
ate fruits.

fw went off around 9+.
we sat till 10pm & went off.
peiting sent us to bus stop.
we called germaine,
talked.
bus came.
said byebye to peiting.
board the bus with reena.
i alighted at some ulu bus stop at admiralty. :x

took bus 969.
alighted at yishun.
than board bus 39 home.
reach home around 11+.
so yea.
now im going to bed ler.

hope to meet this two girlfs soon.
cos i really miss them hell lot.
:D:D:D:D:D:D

goodnight!

o1

there's a fucktard who was such an ass at the school's forum today.
HE IS IN HIGHER NITEC & HE DOESNT HAVE RESPECT FOR HIS FELLOW SCHOOLMATE.
this was what happened.
karylan & us were watching some performance happily.
there were alot of space beside us.
this fucking guy just had to walk pass where Karylan was standing.
he was so fucking much taller than karylan by 1 1/2 head.
YES.
THAT TALL.
& he just had to be so rude by saying "eh, don't block leh" *pushed her & walked away*.
WTF WAS THAT.
I WAS SO FUCKING MAD.
& he was wearing a calvin klein boxer.
HAHHHHHHH.
PLEASE FUCK OFF FROM US NEXT TIME.
JOLLY WELL KNOW YOUR LIMITS OKAY.
& PLEASE IN FUTURE, DONT TELL OTHERS YOU'RE A GENTLEMEN OR A GUY.
COS YOU'RE JUST A GAY WITHOUT A DICK & RESPECT FOR OTHERS.
thanks ah.

o2

she is your girlf.
not someone for you to give attitude at, you know.
you used to scold me when i gave her attitude.
but now?
it's not that im finding fault with you.
but you have to know your limits too what.
you always throw tantrums or give her attitude.
we being her friends also can no longer stand it okay.
change now before anything happens.
cos when it happens, it will be too late for you to cry & regret.
im seriously serious.
& this is serious.
thanks ah.

o3

aaron & engyi,
what has happened to both of you worxz?
dont tell me it's bcos of a girl.
that is not an excuse.
a girl can never cause brothers to fall out until like that.
one of you just have to give in to each other.
& everything will work out perfectly fine.
dont regret when it's too late cos it might bcome like how Kingsley & i are now.
yes, it takes time.
but well, the problem will always be there.
it's whether you guys wanna solve it sooner or later.
isnt it?
i dont wanna see besties bcome enemies you know.
or even strangers.
please guys.
sort it out soon.

all the best.
:D

o1.

:'(

i wanna go taipei with them.
:(
i seriously wanna go.
my mummy ask me ask my father.
my father say no.
:(

why other people can go i cannot go?
:(

i wanna cry already lar.
i pointed middle finger & im fucking happy about it.
fuck you okay.
i told you i`d find ways to get the money.
you just have to talk, nag & change to another totally pointless subject.
fuck lar.
im seriously hating you alot already.
stop adding more in.

i`ll never respect you.
so what if you're the one paying for my phone bills & the one giving me pocket money.
i dont care.
no, from the start,
do i even look like i cared?
hahh.

die lar die lar.
i still wouldnt care.

if you treated me like your daughter,
YOU WOULDNT HAVE FUCKING RAKE UP THE PAST YOU FUCKTARD.
I HATE YOU TO THE CORE OKAY.

thanks ah.

o2.
why is it so hard to be yourself?
just please stop trying so fucking hard to be someone else.
cos it disgust me alot.
thanks ah.

--all i fucking wanted was to have a different birthday this year.

hellllllo!
OKAY.
im using the pink colour msn skin since so many people said that was nice.
but i personally feel that the third one is nice too.
so i`ll use that next month.
*if i rmb that is.*
haha.

okay.
so mummy is uber nice to me today.
uber uber nice.
she brought me to crystal jade for tim sum.
than to charles & keith, bought a sandal.
than to puma and bought a jacket.
*gosh, faints!*

than to isetan.
passed by guess.
AND, she freaking bought a fucking GUESS watch for me.
omgomgomgomg.
seriously can go nuts.
this is the first time my mum bought such an expensive WATCH FOR ME.
YES.
YES.
YES.

okay lar.
178 may be nothing to some of you.
but it's a big deal to me sia.
like, once in a blue moon mummy would spend so much until her bank is left with $3.
YES.
$3.
harrrrrr.

im still left with a bag though.
mng has a nice white tote that i like.
but it's freaking $65.
so i guess i`ll skip that.
:D

ohya.
was talking to Hussain online.
& he told me Dominic told him that Faryani is admitted to hospital for dont-know-what reason.
goshhhh.
im gonna be a kpo & start to ask around.

hellllo.
people, help me choose msn skins.
which one is nicer?
:(

i have no idea leh.
LOL.

when will it be?
where will it be at?
what will you do?
why arent you doing it?
who am i to you?
how am i suppose to feel?

even a dad wants to reunite with a retard child.
than why does a dad doesnt want to reunite with his perfectly normal child?

hahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

well, though i haven slept for almost 29hours?
but i will still blog.
yes,
i went shopping with meiting today.
bought myself a pair of shoes for 49.90.
yes.
ex like shiat.
LOL.

and when i found the shoes i want (but in different colour),
i went, "shitshitshit. what if the one i wanted appears?"
yea.
i was freaking out.
wheares meiting doesnt have any clue on what i was talking about.
HAH.

moving on..
we cabbed to bugis.
guess who we saw?
my colleagues.
GOSH.
fancy meeting them there hur.
they are off & we are off.
guess Daniel(myboss) will go nuts.
LOL.

too lil people working today.
LOL.
my bad Daniel.
but i needed some off luh.

wanted to get myself a bag.
BUT, nothing caught my eye.
sooooooon, something will catch my eye.
SOON luh.
*no idea how long that is*

anyway,
i`ll reveal why i lock my blog.
cos Joan wants me to remove some of my content.
BECAUSE her boyf doesnt know what she did during chalet.
not like as if she had an affair behind his back.
all she did was went cycling with guys from our class,
went swimming *in clothes!* with guys from our class,
slept in the SAME ROOM with guys from our class
& played mahjong with guys from our class + Thomas.
GOSH.
how fucking dots can her boyf get?
seriously.
*sigh.

moreover, this IS my blog.
how many fucking times must i repeat myself ah?
i blog what i wanna blog.
so yeap. dont like it?
than fine.
i`ll lock it.
and wont let you & your boyf read.
happy?
hopefully you are.
:D

--dearest snoop,
i`ll pray hard for you to be fine.
please recover soon so that your owner wouldnt stress herself out.
she's very worried for you.
so please be fine.
eat your food please.
& hope you wont go for the major op.
God bless.
(:

KH IS FREAKING ASS CUTE OKAY!
FULLSTOP!
:x

well,
i haven't slept.
HAHA.
i just can't sleep luh.
so yeap.

im not working later.
changed my mind about working.
so yeap.
msged my boss & told him im gonna be off today!
LOL.
my boss rocks big time okay.
LOL.
though he said i was lazy before.
but hecks,
he's still the best luh.
LOL.

im going out with tay muiting.
no idea where we're going yet.
but since everyone is schooling already. *only some have not*
so i`ll go out todayyyyy!
hoho.
mummy is lending me her atm card today.
so im officially rich for a DAY.
hahahahahaha.

im finding for a shoe that i wore to riverside during sec 4.
i love the shoe alot.
so yar.
hopefully i`ll find it today.
haha.
*though is cost a bomb. but im rich today rmb? :x*

i ordered pizza hut at 10+ last night.
okay.
i didnt order it.
karylan did.
she called pizza hut for me & ordered for me whereas i was still working.
reached home around 11.20?
pizza hut came around 11.30?
paid and ta-dahhhhh.
my dinnnnner!
lOL.

not too bad.
didnt manage to finish it though.
2 pan pizzas, 4 chicken wings,
6 star hashbrowns, 4 cinnamon & sesame stick bread,
pasta & 1.5litres of pepsi.
HOHO.
total was $31.08.
hehs.

ohya,
work was hell fabulous last night.
sales was freaking ass good.
hahahaha.
sales good = boss happy.
boss happy, we happy.
we happy, everybody happy!
HAHA.
okay.

im going to watch some online movies now.
toodles peeps.
:D

okay.
i look fugly.
below's picture is edited by him, my ahkor.
& he's going to NS soon.
so, take good care of yourself ahkor.
we will miss you plenty.
& i`ll miss the time when all of us would head to esplanade together.
lotsa laughters & lame jokes.
hahhhs.
farewell yea.
:D

HELLO PEOPLE.
okay.
for your info,
i just made a decision.
that is, to lock my blog.
yea.
for some dumb reason lar.
wanna know can ask me.
cos i dont wanna say it out here.

anyway,
if you wanna read my blog and you dont know how to ask me to invite you in.
than please tag at my tagboard now & give me your email,
so that i can invite you in yea.
sorry for the inconvenience caused.
:D

right.
hello peeps.
im not asleep yet eventhough i`ll be hell tired when im working tomorrow.
but hecks.

my nosebleed like shit 3 days ago.
on a thursday night if im not wrong.
bleed & bleed & bleed.
so i was obviously freaked out.
hahahaha.

anyway,
i edited a picture.
well, most of the credit doesnt go to me.
haha.
i sorta "copied" the whole idea from Syila.
so yeap.
credits is hers.
:D
well, hopefully you read my blog.

*hey, i dont go around copying ideas & not credit people y'll know?*
:x

moreover this is yet another rare picture.
cos from what i know,
dearest ENGYI, dreads taking pictures with yours truly.
*which is obviously me lar!*
LOL.
so i should edit it & make it memorable.
HAHAHA.
:x

31st March,
woke up at 12.30pm.
jesmond came my house first.
waited for joan to reach whitesands.
than meiting left house.
fetch jesmond & me from my house.
than fetched joan from whitesands.
reached chalet,
most of the PUP peeps are there.
waited for Mr Joel to come.

he reached around 3+ around 4 like that?
opened the door.
everyone went to look for the rooms.
not very big, yet not very small.
har.
*fyi, it isnt double story. but it's big*

joel assigned rooms.
and he has oneeeee wholeeee roommmm tooo himselfffffff.
yes.
sat awhile.
than time to go to karylan's house.
jesmond & i took shuttle bus to whitesands than cab to kamy's house.

waited for kamy to bathe.
waited for krys to come.
than kamy's dad send us back to the chalet.

camwhored.
prepared the food.
and than, it was dinner time.
walkeeeeed around.
engyi came.
he brought benjamin along.
lol.

camwhoredddd againnnnn.
eattttt again.
around 10+.
kamy went home to put stuffs.
so we waited for kamy & mong to come back.
around 11 like that,
krys, kamy, meiting, joan, mong, youxiang, shilin, bernard, aaron teo & i went to the swimming pool.
aaron teo & shilin didnt go down.

we played until one of the security guards came.
so went back to chalet.

alot of them went to "red house".
so left a few of us.

































































































































































































































































































































yet another rare picture. LOL. hor engyi?
















































angela taught mr joel how to pose. LOL.



































1st April,
so we did our stuffs.
put wasabi in some tidbit called "Collon"
and toothpaste in "Oreo"
hahahaha.
fooled Thomas.
*his chalet was around the corner so he popped by to find us*
fooled bernard, derek, shilin?, some guy in PUP, nearly fooled Wen Hao.
than i put wasabi in honeydew sago.
gave it to kai & xuan.
they found out.
but they still ate it.
haha.

was freaking bored.
walked here & there like again.
ended up eating supper.
watched tv.
kamy & mong went to sleep.
the rest of us played poker cards.
around 4am,
krys, meiting, joan & i wanted to go cycling.
but meiting look hell sleepy.
seriously.
like those that can fall asleep anytime, anywhere.
so we asked her to sleep.
than we called youxiang along cos it was super dark on the way out of the chalet.
4 of us cycled to whitesands.
and than back again.
than 4 of us + meiting, shilin, bernard & aaron teo stayed up till 7+ 8am talking about ghost stories.
hahhhh.
scared the hell outta meiting.
& me luh.
LOL!

kamy & mong woke up at 8am like that.
so krys, meiting, joan & i took the bed.
whereas, youxiang took a corner on the floor,
shilin went home,
bernard & aaron teo slept at another corner of the floor.
than around 9+,
kai, xuan & friends came in.
slept with allllllllllllllll of us.
imagine so many people squeezing inside a room.
HAH.

slept till 2pm.
washed up.
and krys, kamy, meiting, joan, mong, youxiang, bernard, aaron teo, kai, xuan & i headed to the swimming pool!
my all-time-fav!
haha.
played there.
lifeguard came.
chased us away luh cos we are not in swimming costume.
hahaha.

so we went back to chalet.
bathed.
joan went off at around 5+.
meiting & i cycled to downtown east to get stuffs for dinner.
cycled back again.
prepared for dinner.
while youxiang, bernard, shilin, alden?, aaron teo & i were in the room.
some played djmax, some slept.
LOL.
for me, i kept taking pillow to hit youxiang & aaron teo.
COS I WAS FREAKING BORED!
lol.

had dinner.
watched tv.
played cards.
ate again.
played cards again.
went to "red house" with girlfs+mong, youxiang, bernard, shilin, aaron teo, a malay guy & his girlf and me.
something spooky happened.
so we came back.
bathed.
and talked.































































































































































































































































2nd April,
soon, kamy & mong went to bed.
meiting played cards with the guys.
krys & i went out to the living room to play with nabei(i dont know how to spell his name), eugene, poh chong & wan.
LOL.
we took turns to play.
soon, krys felt sleepy.
so went back to the room.

krys & bernard slept on the bed.
the rest played truth or dare.
played until 4+?
kai, xuan & friends came in.
youxiang & aaron teo slept.
meiting, shilin & i went out to play cards.
than we went back to the room again.
kai & xuan were sleeping.
their friends are talking on the floor.
meiting felt sleepy so i asked her to sleep.
the rest slept.
so i went out again and played cards.
LOL.
abit no life but yea.
played till morning.
at 8.30am called everyone up.
washed up.
we walked to outside of downtown east to take a bus back to whitesands.
bought breakfast.
went seperate ways.
took cab home with meiting.

went home, bathed, ate, slept.
woke up at 5.30pm.
met them at whitesands.
cabbed to work.
11+ went to whitesands after work.
ate and went home.

































































3rd April,
today, woke up at 4+.
kamy & mong bought lunch/dinner for me.
ate.
krys & meiting came.
took bus to work.
sales was super good today.
cleared everything.
pay was extra good too.

at 10.15? went for supper.
than headed home.
:D


*there are more pictures to come cos Mr Joel didnt upload all the pictures.
so stay tuned!*