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title: yet another sad post. im sorry. hey ho.
i just bathed. reached home at 3.10am? yea. was at ecp celebrating Vanessa's(meiting's bestf) in-advanced birtday. karylan, mong, youxiang & i went. youxiang is invited cos he can accompany me home. :x haha. karylan & mong went home at 10.45pm? youxiang, meiting & i talked alot. really alot. first time the bond was there. haha. youxiang talked a lil lil lil bit sense into me. thank you. :D around 11+. we ended up playing cards with Meiting, Kelly & Xinyi(meiting's friends.) & youxiang. youxiang kept losing money. so i helped him. IN THE END, i won back some. hhahaha. yays! youxiang really bring me good luck. hohoho. thanks eh. played until 2.30am. cabbed home with youxiang. kelly & xinyi went home too. meiting & the rest ae still there. even up till now. haha. ohya! Vanessa's cake is fu-yoh! hell pretty! hell expensive too. LOL. goshie-gosh.  not exactly this but something like this. it's not a REAL SUSHI cake. it's a cake made up of sushi patterns. yea. hard to explain. but it's hell cute too! :D lol. anyway, the cab fare from ecp to our house is 13.80! lol. youxiang is gentlemen enough to send me up. thanks ah. i had fun today. thanks for everything. lotsa laughters too. thanks again. if not for this laughters, i`ll be crying instead bah? haha. thanks alot. -- 他不会是个好男人, 也不会是个好情人. 你对我说我们只是擦肩而过. 好的男人有那么多, 少了他的日子也能过. --if only i could tell you how i exactly feel. :( but i dont think everything will be the same. it's hard. should i give up? :'( |
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title: just got back from school. today is okay.
just abit "fan" about some stuffs though. YOU! BETTER DONT EVEN THINK ABOUT IT. STICK TO YOUR OWN DECISION HOR. IF NOT I`LL SMACK YOU AH. DONT MAKE YOUR FRIENDS WORRY FOR YOU HOR. IM ALWAYS HERE YEA. :D :D somehow, i feel that something bad is gonna happen. hope everything will be fine. :D :D birthday is coming. everything is in a mess. :( hell sad okay. stupid Aaron Lim! your fault hor! dont know how to give me face & come de meh? ass. im putting high hopes on you! better come. i need to go kbox soon. cos yes, im gonna explode soon. my friend told me, liking a person shouldnt keep inside the heart for too long. someday, it will explode. mines gonna explode soon. seeing you being unhappy this few days. makes my heart ache hell lot. :( if you're happy, i will definitely be happy. please smile more. :) --when im at my weakest moments, i think of you the most. & i dont know why. |
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title: nice friend of mine. the whole day has really been a bumpy one for me.
but with friends being there. i know im able to hang on. and engyi. thank you. this is like the FIRSTTT time you're being nice to me lor. still dare to say 5 years of friendship. you should be nice to me often lor. ive always been nice to you. :X MUWAHAHAHAS. thank you again. :D Engyi :) says: don think too much la hor :D lol Michelle. :) says: LOL Michelle. :) says: i wont. xiexieni. :D Engyi :) says: things will be fine :D go sleep tml will be a better day ahhaa :D Michelle. :) says: hahahaahahahaha Michelle. :) says: waaa Michelle. :) says: engyi so nice sia Michelle. :) says: hahahaha Engyi :) says: xie xie for wat 5 years liao lei hahaha Michelle. :) says: hahahaahahahhaa Engyi :) says: xD k la i reali gtg xD Michelle. :) says: first time ma Michelle. :) says : LOL Michelle. :) says: okayokay Michelle. :) says: byebye. :D Engyi :) says: byes :D EH, engyi. you're like copying my nick leh. hahahaha. but i appreciate it nah. :D:D OHYA. i havent mention my choice for FYP yet. haha. ive chosen Video. & im in the same group as, Jesmond, Aaron Teo&Lim, ZhaoKai & Zul. yes, all the guys. LOL. but bo bian. for the sake of FYP. i can do it. ahaha. wish me luck peeps. :D |
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title: i cannot love him. HELLLLLO.
im at airport terminal 3 with meiting now. we're good girls. hoho! studying nms nowwww. tomorrow youxiang, bernard & shilin will be joining us. hahhhhhhhha. krystal & ant is coming to airport to eat popeye! we had that for lunch just now. super yummylicious! haha. okay. back to studying mode now. toodles peep. :D im in love with you. but it's hard to tell you. with your current status, i dont know how to break it to you. im sorry for loving you. i shouldnt have. i dont wanna spoil our friendship. so i`ll try my best to let my feelings for you, fade asap. im sorry. :'(     |
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title: by this week  |
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title: m8? plush toy? today is quite an o----kay day.
class test was the best part of it lar. cos i passssed! hoho. phase test. gosh. mr chia even said in chinese, "wo kan hao ni de leh." but, i disappointed him. A WHOLE LOT. imagine a tcher saying that to you. but in the end, you did so poorly. wa, totally no words can express how i felt at that point of time. HAHH. but what to do. i seriously have stm what. how can i rmb such things from last week till now? :( but i dont blame mr chia. it's not even his fault in the first place. so yup. im okay. even if i just pass it. im fine too. cos i know, i did my best alrdy. thanks to alot of my friends. *krystal!, joan!, steffi! & eugene* anyway, we had a talk about FINAL YEAR PROJECT. engyi was persuading me to do design portfolio: plush toy. so i told him, i dont even know how to design. & he said he can help me draw. he even rake up the past. "last time during art, i also help you draw de what." WAWAWAWA. lol. but his okay lar. he's actually a very good friend.  but on the other hand, im thinking about video. though im supersupersupersuper bad in premiere pro. but, i really like video alot. so yeap. i`ll talk to people & ask them for suggestions. :D ohoh, fyi: my art has always been a F9 or B3. getting a B3 is when we have colourings. but drawing has always been a F9. so hahaha. anyway, school is starting at 3.30PM TOMORROW. omg. can you imagine? lol. but for revision sake, i musttttttt go. hahaha. alrighty. gotta go now. toodles! :D:D  |
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title: no one will ever understand. trust me. (: hello.
:D i wanted to study today. but something cropped up. so yeap. i cried. i cant tell anyone. cos i dont want quarrels. i rather keep it to myself & get all the hurt, than quarrel & than lose everything. if you were me, you would make the same decision too. im very sure. :) i`ll study tomorrow. i mean later. hah. :D:D |
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title: im fine.
dont worry people. (: i wanna go eat dim sum badly with the girls tomorrow. but i cant. i need to save money for myself. if not, fat hope about my birthday celebration already. :( but will i be able to save up enough by than? :(:(:( im sad again. HAHHH. just kidding luh. as long as i get to celebrate birthday with all my girlfs. i`ll be happy. *eh regina & zhijun, it includes both of you too. :x* ohwell, hope there's another time than. although i know you girls will enjoy yourselves to the max. but still, i wanna say. enjoy yourselves tomorrow girls. :D:D |
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title: if only you could make me smile. first i got offered a job from Sheraton Towers.
few minutes later, i got rejected by them? tell me, if it was you. how would you feel? i doubt you guys will feel as bad as how im feeling right now. this month is totally the suckiest month i ever had. first, it was over. than results were being so sucky. had quarrels with her. than now, this. tell me how should i feel? than, im going broke. everyone is drying up my money. no, not you girlfs. but other people. so, im making a pact. im not gonna have breakfast & lunch. i`ll just have dinner. & to save money. i`ll ask mummy to buy lots & lots of maggie mee home. & after that, i`ll go cycling. gosh. how perfect is that? oh btw, i want a green coffin with flowery printings on it please. i feel like, i dont have many goodfriends around. i feel that, the world is looking down on me cos of who i am. i cannot control my tears. this is too hurtful to me. it's nothing to you. but it meant alot to me. im sorry everyone. it was a huge impact. if only someone could cheer me up. - i really need my smile. |
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title: sweeeet revenge on my PT boyf. *evil laughters*  this is like totally, picture of the day. rightrightright? HAHA. :D *i super like this picture. |
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title: a quote i learned today. "too much ah." LOL! :x okay.
another group came today. bernard, youxiang, meiting, shilin & joan. wawawa. cannot tahan all of them. LOL. so much noise can!? haha. but it's better than being alone at home lar. so im quite okay with it. they did their stuffs. we (except meiting) went to elias mall to have dinner. walked back to my house. youxiang went home. bernard & shilin came around 7+. joan did her project. so bernard shilin & i played cards. played till 8.15. both of the guys went to do their project. around 9+, both of them went home. & joan continued doing it. she did till 10+. waited for her mummy to call. & she went home at 11pm. now, im burning dvd for bernard, shilin, joan & myself. hoho. meiting didnt want me to burn for her cos she didnt want me to sleep too late. but meiting, it doesnt make any difference. my friend, Hazwani just msn-ed me. [ dear, i wnna see ur blog! [ hah hahaha. okay. pictures time. :D:D * i have juicy pictures of meiting & a mannnnn. :x*        |
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title: so yeapyeapyeap.
im here to blog. ytd, a whole lot of them came to my house to finish up their project. karylan, jesmond, meiting, steffi, shilin & bernard. like suddenly, my room was filled with people & laughters. LOL. okay. karylan, jesmond, meiting & i met at whitesands for lunch at 12.30pm. i was late. sorry. than had lunch till 1.30++? shilin & bernard came. walked to my house tgt. steffi was underneath my block. went up tgt. so they did their thang. i just kept walking up & down. lol. mong went for drum lessons around 2.30pm. shilin & bernard left at 3.35pm. mong came back around 4+? 5+? meiting left at 6+. we ordered mac. came at 7pm? ate. transferred stuffs to my lappy. and we left my place. steffi & i went to compass point. mong send karylan home. reached compass, steffi took bus home. i went to meet xuan to pass him kai's harddisk. after meeting, i went to walk around. hellllll boring. saw David (bl). cabbed home at 9.30pm. yea, that's about it. youxiang is coming over tomorrow since he stay a block away from me only. LOL. he wants to finish up his project. so bernard & shilin might be coming to accompany him. HAHA. that's bout it. toodles. :D                 |
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title: still tiring & stressful week. :( please go away soon. ive been very tired lately.
so sorry for not blogging. :) did 4 dvd menu background. (portfolio) chose 2 out of 4. still deciding which one to go with. still have some touches up to be done for both too. hehs.   will you guys be nice enough to tell me which one is better for my menu background? :D? tough & stressful. ohwell, a few more weeks to go. & it'll be the holidays than, final year proj. & tadahhhh, i`ll be graduating. hahhh. time flies real fast. june is already approaching. soon, it will be december. hahh. off to bed. i`ll blog + upload pictures when i wake up tomorrow. *promise. :D:D && imy faz. itistrue.(: |
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title: stressful week after week. there's dmt test tomorrow.
we need to hand in dvd menu background + dvd on next tuesday. we have to finish our project for nms on 22nd may. we have phase test either next week or next next week. i think we have class test for nms soon too? gosh. thank goodness etp project + presentation was done ytd. :( stress not? i still need to do photo montage. back to muggggggging again. |
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title: krystal, i blogged. i got seriously hurt by two person.
yea. 2 most important person. & also 2 person i love most. :( imagine people telling you, "wa. you so thick-skin sia. you think we wanna buy cake for you ah? we're not buying it at all. crazy. you think too much lar." (something like this) i know it's a joke. but my heart just ache on the spot. until i nearly cried. but well, held back my tears. hahaha. :D & one more thing. girls ah. im not trying to be thick-skinned again. but, i dont like exaggerating surprises. ( but i like surprises that really make me go" WOW! OMGOMGOMG!" that kind. LOL.) like cake smashing, throwing of egg or flour. seriously dont like it at all. && it's the thought that counts. isnt it? :D:D:D:D you girls know me well. i get pissed off easily. i know this is for fun. but still, i seriously dont like it. i just want a simple & enjoyable birthday yea. tell joan this. thank you. & sorry. :) & i prefer normal small chocolate cake instead of something like spongebob cake. :D just a note for you girls. it's okay if you're not buying spongebob cake. just thought i should say this. |
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title: HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO MY "HUSBAND", BERNARD YANG CHEN HUANG.
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MY COMING TO 7YEARS? OLD FRIEND, ANUAR FITRI. this post is just a boring one. & moreover, i have nothing to post. hahaha. sooo, toodle-doo people. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D imy. imagine, after going so well with you. & i found out someone actually said she loves you. & is your babygirl too. you told me you dont have a girlf. now what? tell me how the fuck am i suppose to feel now. tell me. tell me what am i suppose to do now? ignore it? i hope i can hang on. sorry. |
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title: rss homecoming 2008. :(  i wanna ask so many people along. :( peiting, reena, engyi, aaron, ben, nelson, engkiat, jesper & jonathan, HUSSAIN!, zahiq, valerie, shuyee, germaine, baoxia, eefang!?!?, kamarul?, hakiim, anuar, jaqueline, xiaoling, LIYANA, fadilla?, huijuan?, andiq, okay. you know what? i think mainly, the whole classs! awwww. this is like the super good chance to get together. :( seriously. i miss 4/4 alot. and Mrs Lee too!      |
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title: a second one. a better one.
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title: SO TRUE! so am i seriously suppose to take that course in higher nitec?
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title: that guy i miss so much & .... :( though talking to you makes me very happy.
but youve changed. not abit, but alot. :( it's sad. sad to know my used-to-be primary schoolmate, my ex-boyf, my friend can bcome like this. :( i thought contacting you again would at least make me ....... i hope i didnt make the wrong decision. please dont make me disappointed in you. dont destroy the good memories please. :) |
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title: 600th post. This is my number 600th post. hoho.*edited! im not gonna book chalet ler. so im free on my birthday weeeeek! please ask me out. cos i`ll be so damm bored at home. :( i was on the train ytd. guess who i saw? FAZLI IBRAHIM! :x :x awwww. how i miss him & our primary school days. :( && he is sooooo handsome now! and of cos, taller now. LOL. well-built toooo! bet he has a girlf now. ohwell, hahahaha. :D:D bought an in-advanced mothers' day flower for mummy. and a big angpao for her. hoho. the flowers were kinda expensive for a kid like me lar. cos im not earning big bucks yet. LOL. so i bought 24 champagne roses for $110. woots. haha. they were very pretty though. hahaha. oh. did i mention mummy is sponsoring me $500 for my chalet? but im still thinking. :( boohoo. by the time i turn 21, i wont even think about chalet bah? i might just be at home sleeping like an ass. ahahahahahaha! alright. im hell busy now. toodle-doo!    |
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title: happy 3rd month meimei! :D IM LOVING YOU MORE EACH DAY.
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title: today is an enjoyable day.
but i was thinking whether to open chalet for 18th birthday or not. :( seriously confused. money dont drop from the sky. neither do it magically appears in my pocket. right rightright? :( boohoo. if so, what should i do on 18th birthday? it's like, this is once in a whole lifetime that you turn legally and officially 18th. i dont know how. im feeling so sad. so so so sad. :( any suggestions people? :(:( i want a grand yet memorable officially legal 18th birthday. |
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title: traumatized day. okay.
i have tons of pictures to post up. first thing first, i had a traumatized experience this afternoon. i lost my beloved N70 on a cab. :( while finding it at whitesands. i went up to level 5 to use the payphone. nope, i didnt call my phone. instead i called my mum & dad for idk what reason. i was crying and complaining at the same time. after hanging up. something hit me to call my phone. so, i did. the cabbie answered and said he will come back in half an hour's time cos he's sending a passenger to tampines. so he asked me to wait at the taxi stand. waaaaa, i felt so relived after that. thank God the uncle was so nice. hehs. :D:D i still remember his name. i dont know why. but i happened to read his name card & just unknowingly remembered his name. Mr Hussain Bin Isa, thank you so so much. :D *this shows that i have good memory.* haha. funny. second thing is, i spent a total amount of 800+ within a week. YES! A WEEK. i did my card last thursday. and i just checked. i spent about 800+. gosh. so as a punishment. im safekeeping my posb card at home. &&& im not that dumb to tell you guys where im keeping it. just in case you guys wanna come my house for fun. HAHAHA. *i was just thinking too much luh* LOL! okay. soooo, pictures time. :D:D:D i personally like the pictures i took with Steffi. cos my hair look straight and long! haha. :x the hersley's chocolate is given by meiting for our 1year anniversary. awww. thank you. :D guess whose lips are those! hint: definitely not mine! :x          |
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