yes, it's not fair. but have you ever thought about it?
we dont go out if lessons ends at 6.30.
we go only if lessons ends at 3.15.
it's not like as though only me & her went to shop, eat good food blahblahblah.
it's with other classmates too ah.
fun? you have no idea how much work we have.
yes yes. i know. nothing can be compared to how much workload you're having.
but please try to understand hao bu hao?
when he book in, we have school ah!
so there isnt much difference mah.

"best friends are even if we don meet for months, we are still best friends
and when we meet after 1 or 2 mths we still have lots and lots of things to talk abt.
yes, best friends might not meet everyday but will never run out of things to talk abt.
not after not meeting for few mths and den got nothing to talk abt anymore.
these are my understanding of friends."

that was what you said.
yes. i agree.
but you kept thinking we're neglecting you which is not true!
you kept thinking we're drifting away.
you said, "best friends are even if we don meet for months, we are still best friends"
but you're not thinking it this way!
at all!
i always ask you not to think too much.
but you always think otherwise.
know why it became like this?
cos in between we had small quarrels over this issue which was totally unnecessary.
it became a little awkward.
im not pushing the blame to you.
obviously we are at fault too.
but if you had trust our friendship more, i dont think any of this would've happened.

reg & i dont meet often.
honestly, we haven't met for months!
but we're still bestfriends!
we still have so much to talk about when we meet.
our time clashes & we have no time to meet each other at all.
but she trust this f/s.
she trust that we're not neglecting each other.
we're not drifting away.

fi, you shouldn't be giving up!
you should be believing in it instead!
we have gone through so so much.
this should be nothing.
no.
this shouldn't be something that is stopping our f/s from continuing.
we've been through thick & thin.
ups & downs.
every single thing.
so why are we letting this affect us? our friendship?

we became classmates.
then friends.
then hated each other.
then suddenly became friends again.
to good friends.
to super close friends.
you were there when my mum was admitted.
you were there when everyone didn't love me, didn't want to be friends with me.
you were there when "they" bitched about me.
you hugged me when i cried so badly.
you bought sushi & brought it to my house knowing i was craving for it.
you were there every time i had a heartache.
you were there at my darkest moments.
you always buy me things.
we always share secrets.
we always do things together.

i won't forget what we went through.
so i hope you don't too.

imagine if next time 3 of us were to work in a different company.
it will be so much worse.
no, actually.
it will be better.

but anyway,
what im trying to say is.
have faith.
have faith in me, in us, in this f/s.
cos i believe it will go on for many many many more years.

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