woke up early today.
went to town. waited for ahtian & ahleong cos they were having exam.
waited for 2hours becos of the stupid school.
ahtian you better love me man. lol.

then went to hk cafe to have lunch.
we were soooooooo damn hungry.
but after eating, we were damn fucking full. lol

left town. train-ed to yishun.
ahleong went off.
ahtian & i went to chongpang & do our hair.
rebond our fringe & did treatment to our hair.
therefore we have awesome awesome hair.
hahaha.

headed to northpoint. people at np are fucking weird.
keep staring at us for idk what fuck. crazy assholes. haha.
then something scary/weird happened which im too lazy to elaborate.
haha.

after that we took bus home.
had a long & awesome talk with ahtian.
plenty of things to talk about. & im serioussss.
haha.

shall post pictures tmr cos there's problem with blogger.
pictures are not loading. so yeap.
goodnight everyone! :)




Q says (12:19 AM):
*and fyi i still do care about you
*you're a somebody to me
Michelle says (12:22 AM):
*liar :(
Q says (12:22 AM):
*no im not
Q says (12:23 AM):
*i meant what i said

sigh. guys. *shakeshead*

went to genting from 26th oct to 28th oct.
nothing much to say. so yeap.

accompanied ahtian for her english oral today.
then went to studio m hotel to look for fifi.
sort of surprised her with mac's breakfast.
hehhhh.
after that went homeeeeee.

25th Oct




26th Oct - 28th Oct







this steak is 41RM each. & its damn nice.








kamy! clouds for you!












presents for girlfriends!










29th Oct.

trying to hide your feelings. pretending you're really really happy. seeing your friends sad & trying not to be sad. all these emotions has been tough to hide. knowing you cant be too upset or unhappy with your stuff cos your bestfriend needs you. & furthermore your bestfriend's boyf asked you to take good care of her when he's not around for that few weeks. so what can you do? try all ways to make her laugh. hoping that your stupid-ness & silly jokes would make her laugh. so that she'll feel much better. & when you're home, you try not to think about your stuff too cos your bestfriend might sense it & ask you not to bother about her too much cos you have your own problems. so hiding is painful. a week is painful. & finally, after a week. we finally talked! though it's for that short 10mins. im happy too! at least i know you havent forgotten about me. at least i know you really remember me. i missed you so much. i cant wait to talk to you again! :)

why am i trying to please you all the time?
why cant you please me?
:(

12 more days.
would i still be that special?
would i still have the place in your heart after 12days?
:(

trying to slim down is so hard.
at times, i really dont understand why cant guys love me for who i am.
why must i go be the person they want me to be?
why cant they accept me like this?
why must i suffer just for love?
just for friends. for family. for everyone.
yes, slimming down = to being prettier.
but im somehow, honestly, a lil happy with how i am.
but then again, i miss being in love. so much.
the thought of having a guy stand up for you is so much different than having a bestfriend stand up for you.
can you guys even understand?
i hate getting stares whenever i go out.
i feel insecure that way.
why must you guys keep looking.
im not even pretty! & yes, i know im ugly. but dont you guys think it's a lil rude to stare?
im not perfect. & neither are you.
:(

every time when i have lunch or dinner.
i would feel so fucking guilty about it.
it's like, i shouldnt even be eating at all!
perhaps my tummy totally understand how i feel.
that's why i keep vomiting everything i eat.
:(

im really really getting tired alrdy.
i need a shoulder.
i dont wanna talk.
i just need a shoulder to lean on.
to cry on.
im dying soon.
i wanna drink.
get drunk & high.
that... would be fucking awesome.
:(

okay. my cousin just forced me to blog.
so fineeeeeeeeee. here i ammmm. blogging.
okay. bye.



hahahahahaha.
but i really dont know what to blog about.
oh! i went bedok inter to eat & i also went kbox last thurs which is on 30th sept.
& i went bedok 85 to eat & also went ktv a few days ago on 7th oct! haha.
damn cheap okayyyyyyyyy. $8 only! i mean the kbox & ktv ah.

okay. im a lil lazy to blog alrdy. so pictures yeah? :D













okay. that's all. BYE PEEPS! :D